fun with aaron & jane~

my fridays are becomming ugly, lessons at 8am, cant be bothered to wear contacts or dress properly. Fooled around in the lab then had quiz... gonna fail again of course~

ohh guess wad, according to this letter i got, I've been kicked out of TP cause i didnt pay my sch fees in time~
i quote... " We regret to inform you that your name has been removed from our Enrolment Register and you are no longer a student of Temasek Polytechnic. Please turn in your matrix card and get the fuck out~" yeah ok i made tat last part up....


anyway, bumped into the turds at the mushroom.... all 20 of them. and they all decided to follow me go pay my sch fees at the admin office.... they made so much noise.... so after tat i'm technically a TP student again. So we celebrated by un-exiling each other n going bz park to eat.

slacked at the lib as one-by-one they left for lessons, sloppy wouldnt let us go his house so we just went home lah~ thought the friday was gonna end like tat, but then jane asked me out to esplanade for drinking so i said ok.

suppose to meet at 4.30 but she came at 5-_- since i already tapped in i took the train back n forth to amuse myself~ met yong xiang in the train while doing tat so we talked to kill time. We headed to marinia Sq to look at furniture for our imaginary new house since we were "pretend" Mr & Mrs aaron & jane tan for the day. i want tat black recliner chair so bad~ went to a bridal shop to pick out our wedding dresses and even went to a travel shop to get luggage and maps for our make-believe honey moon in the Caribbeans.

treated her to Billy Bomber's Milkshake cause im such a gd husband. Cam-whored inside then went outside to have a fix and cam-whored somemore~







walked around alot of places & saw lots of gay ppl~ yeeeeeah.... then went to suntec's toys'r'us to buy stuff for our imaginary children Adam(10yrs), Sarah(5yrs) & Sashsa(1yrs). We got Adam lots of guns, Sarah a creepy lookin doll, and Sasha a possessed Winnie the Pooh~


it seems everyone in the 100 acre woods are possesed in some way~


i quickly burnt them all & had dinner at Mac~ the main reason of today was to slack at esplanade and drown our sorrows with booze, but we decided it wasnt nessasary since the day seemed to have done tat :) But we headed to esplanade anyway n sat by the river. There was a live band performing there so we went to sit near the stage to watch them. They were really good, it was nice chill-out music~

headed home after that cause it was pretty late. Took the train back to Pasir Ris n met liz~ there coincidently.... had a stale fix with her then we took 17 back. The day didnt end there, huda called n said she was emo, so i bought her Choco chip Cookie Dough and went to her house to chill.... im such a gd friend~ V-day is comming, and everyone single seems to be emo.... but i dont care... i got sophia~

headed home at 2am. so tired..... wat a long friday lah... wake up 7am sleep at 3am.
annnny way, here's a picture of her playing with pom-poms and a random video of me in a purple toto~ i hope it haunts ur minds forever....



im so adorable....


tsk~

2 - prelude~

went to sch at 4 for one lesson tat onli lasted 30 mins -_- but after tat headed to newton to meet Ari my guitar teacher.... he's a lecturer now & travels all over the place to teach business stuff~

he made his 1st album called "prelude"~ tats so cool. got 4 english and 4 indo songs.... anyone want to buyyyy?


he even included my name in the album! i feel so honored :) hoho~


ate KFC at his place and talked about lots of stuff~ met his brother didit too... funny fella, told me about "harta haron"~ (aaron's treasure) i think onli the religious malays will understand...

reached home at 10 just in time for "Prison Break" my eyes are burning, i need to get new contacts lenses~

next time i'll include his name if i ever make a cd~


tsk~

baaa chorrrr rmeeeee~

came to sch for 1 hr lec but ended up just talkin to rick about the transformer movie and power rangers~ slacked in lib a while then had lunch with doreen and her friends, then crashed her lecture.

bumped into isa outside the labs and decided to hang out. met with liz~ 1st to copy some stuff and we all went for a fix at the bus stop... she went for her lesson then me n isa visited uncle phillip at the guard house. He gave us cheese buns to eat. ho ho~

went opposite sch to slack n fix~ then i had a craving for ba chor mee n dragged him along~ ate it for dinner 2 days in a row... luv it~ sucks tat they dont have any hala food at 85 when most of my friends are malay~ im anti-chinese again, gonna start callin my mom "ibu" just to annoy her....

craving for chunky monkey but i have no money, CP keeps smsing me to pay sch fees or i cant sit for exam... i think my family is in debt but no one's really tellin me anything... so i wont care either....

i want to go to NS so i can see a ghost in the jungle~
hooOOooo~ rannnndommmmmmmmm......

windy windy~

lesson at 11, after tat rushed to bedok to meet amirah n Is~ for long john... then went back to sch. Then met up with doreen n hung out with her in the IT lab while she did her project & i "studied" for my test.

im most likely gonna fail it cause i didnt even know i had a test till 2 hrs b4 the paper.... left 20min later then went back to kill more time~ ended sch at 5, then went to amirah house... afterwards ate dinner at 85~ there was no halah food there so she bought cheerios from the 7-eleven~
look im using chopsticks~ hooo haa!


too bad she cant try, allah is everywhere~ ho ho.. BARRR CHORR MEEEE!


stupid von-o wouldnt eat ice-cream with me~ for tat i must hit her....
chunky monkey with huda, cookie dough with jane....
i want more ice-cream rwar~



so windy :)
i luv it~

nyp nyp nyp~ tp oie~

ben & jerry-ed at huda's house last night, this time her treat. She won 2nd place in a dance competition, got $200~


She so lucky, Nyp open house thursday she saw Hardy and it was his birthday n he even gave her a cake... Friday danced with taufik and got his autographed poster... saturday took photo with jade seah from miss singapore... then on sunday she saw Hoobastank at airport when they came to sg and she was working there... gawd im so jelous~

skipped lab to go nyp meet her n her classmates cause i was bored. slacked at the nyp library for an hr... weird lah there... i just slept on one of the study tables... went to marina Sq n ate at Breeks~



saw kim ng there.... they were directing some show i guess.... got a pic of her emoing at the corner~



then when the director said "action", she pretended to be hurt or something, then this weird unknown actor walks up to her with a sword n points it at her... they did tat like 10 times... we walked around so much n went back onli to see them doing the same role~


went to her house again to chill then came home... i saw alot of things i want to buy, but im so damn broke...

damn the butterfiles~
so random.... tsk

aaron "random" tan~

wow, i didnt expect the wedding to be so cool~ it was at the western hotel, by the pool side. i figure it would be at some chinese restaurnt where they'd serve typical chinese food n tat there wouldnt be anyone my age to mingle with~

but there was actually a buffet tat served a kinda european-ish food which was really fancy..... i also saw Fang Yi there, apparently she's the bride's side's relative... she looked really pretty in her fancy dress, while i just wore a t-shirt n jeans~ Mom didnt let me wear black since it was a wedding n she was so rushy so i couldnt get my hair done or put my contacts on~

so uncool, i was wearing glasses n lookin nerdy n shit in front of her~ tsk.... oh, i was being really random too n started chattin up with the musicians playing the background music there. They gave me my name cards too, how cool is tat~ Drank alot too.... red wine, white wine, beer, chivas, whisky.... the alcohol really helped lighten the mood n take the emo-ness away.

i had a really cool chat with my sister there too, the ambience there was really great for chillin and talking... we were sitting by the poolside, sippin wine with music playing in the background. it was nice~

mom was totally wasted... started talkin about random stuff like cruises and shit~ anyway, didnt take any pictures cause my cellphone camera is shit plus it was really dark there~ I must say i quite enjoyed myself. its been a long time, with this emo streek i've been havin recently... so kudos to tat~


maybe the birds werent such a bad omen afterall~

anti-chinese~

i have gotta start sleepin early on friday nights if im ever to wake up early in time for powerpuff girls~ went grocery shopping to restock the lack of meat in my kitchen. Bought lots of chicken stuff, eggs n strawberry pop-tarts. Got milk, coco-puffs, beef jerky and all sorts of cancerous snacks.

it was really weird.... the market place was full of aunties and uncles pushing n shoving, rushing all over the place and really annoying me. Damn the kiaus-ness of the old ppl~ There were also tons of stores there selling chinese-new-year crap like plasitc doo-hickeys with some chinese words on it that probably mean something cliche like "fortune" or "luck" or " prosperity" and shit like tat~

the streets were blastin with "gong xi gong xi gong xi ni" music~ i quickly drowned them out with the music from my ipod..... dont get me wrong.. i dont hate chinese new yr, of course i like the gambling and the "being able to get money for no reason" part. im just anti-chinese~ yeeeeeahhhh....

i come from such a typical chinesey family, yet im so westernized~ My family would eat stuff like ju kuey or some other kuey kuey which names i cant remember or pronounce.


where as i'd like to start the day of with beacon & eggs or cereal~

they eat peanuts n love letters for snacks, i eat jerky and pop tarts~


i swear, im born in the wrong country, in the wrong family~ because of this i can never relate to anyone in my family... maybe tats y they annoy me so much. but i must say, its really a mircle i turned out like this, can u imagine me all pro-chinese, watchin lame game shows on channel U and listening to S.H.E~ i'd be conservative and extremly obedient and let my mom tell me hu i should marry when im at the ripe age of 30~

no tattoos, no piercings, no rock music, no guitar. i'd not be as cool as i am today~ i guess the onli chinese-ness i've inherited is my fair skin and other girly fetures i got. -_- but tats cool too.....

gotta go to some wedding dinnner thingy now.... i've eaten abit so i wont feel hungry cause i never liked sharks fin soup or dim sum~ so i'll probably just stone there while everyone converses in chinese and smile & nodd if my aunties ask me something, onli to whisper to my sister to ask wat they just said~

damn birds keep flyin into my house~
in western cultures its like the mother of all bad lucks, but in chinese culture, its said to be a good omen....


hmmm.... i bet its the 1st one~

emo friday~

lab at 8~ kinda cool tat me n wang managed to finish the thingy 1st so just slacked around till i got bored n just left the class... met them at mac for lunch. Some strange lady asked us to help her fill up some luckydraw tickets cause she couldnt write english, then she treated us fries for helpin her... sweet~ cool shit like this onli happens on a friday~

went back to sch for some doomsday/planet/spaceship/Cassini-Huygens talk at the tcc. it was gay but pretty cool. afterwards the three A's went to airport for the hell of it after being inspired by the dumb aerospace talk~



made asses of ourselves pushing each other on the trolly like handicapp retards infront of all the foreign ppl~


from the passenger's point of view~


pushed the both of them round the airport like 4 times and took the sky train back n forth 3 times b4 headin to Popeye's to eat. Made a mess and spilt the drink cause i wanted to throw a ball of bread in the cup... yeeeah~
went to the viewing room to chill, it was very "final destination"~ be sure to check the papers if the Cathathy D30 crashed... tsk~

when i got home, i wanted to pick up dylan but realised the E string had snapped~ a moment of silence please........

im not emo anymore!






im such a bad lier~ -_-

aaron, woo, scary~

i found out today tat im onli emo from 11am-3pm in the afternoon. So this is my offical emo time. i'd just stone n not do much.... but after tat im pretty lame~ so yeah....

went to century sq.... saw something stupid n took a video~


chilled at starbucks with dJ wen the girls left. did "guy stuff" then headed back to sch for lesson. met xs for bbtea, chilled n talked... it was cool and we did alot of catchin up~

Mmmm... strawberry milktea~


need to tone down the bad-ass-ness... i think im gettin too scary... maybe i should put flowers in my hair or something~

gonna go nyp tomoro, meet huda n her dancer friends... oh~ dancers... their so open-minded~ yaay~

im gettin less emo everyday...





no im not~ tsk

not so emo anymore~

went huda's house last night cause i was feelin emo... i bought her Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough cause im such a good friend. Ice-cream took some of the emo-ness away.. so tats cool~


fooled around with her brother's guitar~ the amp rocks.. i need a new one... rawr~ Chilled out n talked n stuff... then ate her grandma's food.. mmm... fish~



look how cool i look! wooot~



didnt go to the studio to jam, so brought Dylan~ to sch instead of Regina~ but dont worry... next week i'll take her out~ met up with liz~, amirah & aziana for lunch then went to meet Sam & Isaiah to discuss the fate of our band, while the girls stayed at the lab to do some project.

meeting was over at 3 cause they had lessons, then met with Gab to jam, his friend Ben helped tune Dylan really well so now he sounds really sweet~ kudos to that... the girls joined us later then at around 5 we headed off~ was suppose to meet huda again but she had dance practice... but i walked her home just now n here i am bloggin while she's eatin dinner... im such a good friend, tsk~

hmmm... i think i'll go pinch some of her food~
jane says im cooler than her, really, go read her blog~

traa laa laa~

emooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

i didnt go to sch cause i was feelin emo today~
there were 3 tutorial, 1 of which was cancelled n the other two were 3 hrs apart~ i thought of going at 1st.... i got up, took a bath n got all dressed up.... but then i realised my slipper had snapped from the day before, n i didnt want to put on my shoes for 1 lousy lesson~

so i screwed the entire day~ woo haa~
i feel so in control of my life... tsk~ Pretty much spent the whole morning with Dylan~ and Sophia~ Strangely my fingers dont hurt but my ass does for sitting down to much. The chairs in my house are so uncomfortable~ i neeed new chairs.. with those soft coushion seats, not the leather kinda but the cotton kind... im so random~

i really have nothing to blog about now... im just stallin time and waiting for my lunch to be done~ my toaster is fucked, onli one of the heating elements work...

hmmm~
no one's at home... n its kinda dark outside so hopefully it'll rain later...
yeeeah.... random~

im taking Regina~ out tommoro, we still dont know where to jam.... the onli place so far we know of is tat aljunid~ hmmm...

im so unbelievably emo~ i think i'll go slit my wrists again after lunch....

yeah, tats all~

meet the family~

so lets me introduce u to them....

i'll start with the newest member of the family, the ohh so beautiful and spunky...
Sophia~

aint she a beauty~

and this is her crack ass brother Earl~

he took too much drugs he blew his own harddrive open. Damn viruses~ but he IS sophia's brother after all, so im gonna salvage watever i can and put it in Sophia~ so he'll always be a part of her.. tat wat family's for~

Next, meet Regina~ & Dylan~

not to be confused with the Regina and Dylan from Dino Crisis 2 the video game....



they've been there for me even before sophia came into my life~ so kudos to tat... i dont know wat i would do without them :)

Family is an important thing. Its good to have them by u when ur feelin emo and wat not..... especially when ur real family is annoying u~

oh... and with that... i end off with a rather familiar quote i said from the "My Mother~" post....

Dont Ever FUCK With My Family~

smile sophia~ :)

i wannt more ice-cream~

it didnt rain today unfortunatly... it would've been cool if it did though... there were so many people and i was really hoping they would all get wet n go home or something... but no... it was a beautiful day -_-

there was a lil bit of lightnin at the later part of the day, but no rain... tsk~ While waitin to see timmy, i met with the IT turds to have a fix behind the stairwell.. there was this really cool Mona-lisa picture sprayed on the back of the door. I thought it looked cool so i took a picture~


anyway after i was like 2/3 done with it, some guard in a golf cart drove by n caught us smokin~. Luckily all he did was just shout at us to toss it n didnt really sneak up on us or chased us around n shit. Wooo~ it was dumb but i felt such a rush. 1st time i got caught actually.

i saw Sauron at the IT sch concourse. For an Evil Sorceror, he didnt say much~


pretty much just ran around all over the place meeting ppl. i managed to make my way to a empty lab on the 6th floor and chilled there by myself till my lesson started. It was pretty cool, very quiet and nice to sleep. so i did just tat...

Pizza night's cancelled cause of that prick~ But i guess friday would be a more apropriate day for pizza... i luv fridays~

got a new bassist n drummer... finally going jamming next wed.
anyone know any cheap jammin studios near by?




tirrrred~

fancy smancy ice-cream doo hickey~

it didnt rain today~
And the beanie was really warm...
so i went to buy an ice-cream from that funky machine at the 2nd lvl... the one with the vaccum thing-a-ma-jig tat sucks up ice-cream n dunks it into a hole like one of those neat-o toy grabbing whatcha-ma-call'ems at the arcade.... accept this time u dont have to worry about not being able to manuver the grabbing gizmo cause u'll get the ice-cream everytime~

i was lame n took a video of it... how very amusing~


i hope it rains tomoro~
i hope it pours like a bitch~
i hope all the angels had too much to drink n decide to all take a piss at the same time~

and everyone at the open house tomoro will get soaked while i point n laugh at them from afar.... ohhh yeeeah~ who's ur daddy :)


Mom says tomoro's pizza nite... kudos to tat... anyone wana crash at my place?
but im not lettin anyone touch sophia... u feel me~

i feel pretty, oh so pretty~

oh yeah... ClassicaL Gas~ can u dig it :)
Mason Williams everyone....


gimmie a few weeks n i'll be playin it like it was "twinkle twinkle lil' star"~
rain's stopped... emo again -_-
someone help me connect my printer to Sophia~ so i can print out my tabs!

i hate sundays...
i luv my Sophia....
and may it never stop raining~

TGIF~

i set my alarm at 6.15am, but as usual i woke up b4 it even rang.... it was still raining so tat was cool. Rain on a friday morning... nothing feels as sweet :)

sch was dumb.. learnt nothing from the lab. At 10.30-ish, it was done... so me n the turds went to the lib to gather the others for lunch. Ate at Design, then sloppy went to my house cause he wanted me to give him guitar lessons.... in the bus he kept hearing some cellphone's sms tone go off n thought some moron left his cell under the seat of the bus. So he kept lookin for it n in the end it was his own phone making the noise.. wat a retard.. -_-

Despite his short stubby hands, he managed to play pretty decently.... n he kept raping sophia with his constant clicking of the mouse and overloading her with 10 over youtube links open... sonofabitch~

I wipped up a all-meat dinner n we chowed down on tat..... kinda weird how i eat this kinda unhealthy shit all day n never grow fat.... gift or curse? well, its still raining, n i hope it never stops....

kudos to the rain...
and thank god for fridays~

rock n' roll, old school~

wooo~ i luv this video~
ever since sophia was up n runnning, i've been sitting in front of her just learning this song... awsome...~



i wanna learn this as well as the solo for "sweet child O mine~" but tats insane... but im so free anyway... yeah...

school was ok.... rained the whole day, which was awesome... i luv the rain... wore my beanie the entire time.... i still think my hair's too short but everyone seem to think its ok.. but it looks ugly n im never going anywhere without it~ the onli time i forgot to put it on was when me n yana went back to engine sch n she reminded me about it...~ tsk...

woo its still raining now... luv the rain.... gonna go practice somemore.... i wanna go jamming real bad... missed the days of carrying the guitar around together n acting all cool n shit~ damn the projects everyone is having but me n the turds -_-

and nothing else matterrrrrrrs~

wooo next song to learn shall be "fade to black"~






kudos to Metallica~

ugly ugly ugly wednesdays~

RWAR!!! MY HAIR!! MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL EMO-LOOKIN, EYE-COVERING, LONG & LUSHIOUS HAIIIRRRRR!! GONEEE!!! AAAAAARRRRRHHHHHGGGHHHH~!!! MY BAD ASS APPEAL HAS DROPPED BY 60% HOW AM I GONNA SCARE PPL OF NOW!!

I HATE WEDNESDAYS! GAWD! IM NEVER CUTTING MY HAIR EVER AGAIN! I LOOK LIKE A GEEKY LITTLE GIRL! RWAR! IM GONNA WEAR MY BEANIE EVERYDAY TILL MY HAIR GROWS BACK & IM NEVER TAKING IT OFF EVEN IN THE HOT HOT SUN! & IM NEVER GONNA GO OUT OR MEET ANYONE UNTIL IM I CAN COVER MY FACE WITH MY HAIR AGAIN! AND IM GONNA KEEP TALKING IN CAPS!

ARRRGH! MY BEAUTIFUL HAIR! MY BEAUTIFUL HAIRRRRR!!! NEVER TAKING MY BEANIE OFF EVERRR! EVEN AT HOME!!! IM NEVER GOING OUT EVER! IM GOING STRAIGHT HOME AFTER SCH N IM NEVER LEAVING THE HOUSE! DAMN THIS UGLYx3 WEDNESDAY TO THE FIREY DEPTHS OF HELLLLL!!!!


*inhales~
*exhales~

nuff said~

random-ness~

went to huda's place last night for the hell of it.... fooled around with her brother's new electric guitar... his amp is so much better than mine... i feel like getting a new one... i think i'll go rob yamaha or something~

plus, i need a freakin hair cut... its all over the place... if i tied it up, i'd onli look gay... plus, black hair, in singapore? wat was i thinkin... damn heat.... kinda feel like the end of the world is comming... with all the terrorisim n global warming n shit... plus, yesterday there was like this thing on the news where ppl said they saw some green flash of light zoom pass the sky, n ppl started gettin all freaked out n stuff so they called the cops....

huda actually saw the thing.... tats pretty awsome...be it a falling meteor or a UFO or some green ballon on fire.... its still kinda freaky...~ maybe the end of the world reallly is comming... n we're all gonna die... guess tats y " Day After Tommorow " is showing on channel 5 on sunday... coincedence? i think i need to go to church n repent or something... u know, before i get sent to hell~

sch is so draining.... i feel so emo all the time~ tats so uncool... im losing my mood to talk, so i'd just stone in class n stone again when my friends talk to me..... something isn't right.... i cant put my finger on it... something isnt right~

maybe its the tingly feeling u get when u know the world is gonna end.... i keep saying tat like im hoping for it...~ oh wow, i paused to read wat i had written, n damn its beginning to sound gay, so i'll stop b4 u ppl make fun of mee~

i hate my family~
i luv my sophia~

and DAMN THE BUTTERFILES!!!!!

sophia~

finally im able to blog... i finally got a new PC, its nothin fantasic but at least its better than the previous one.... i have named her sophia~ for no reason in particular.. it was just the 1st name tat came into my mind at that time... yeeeeah~

at least now i'll be about to like... go youtube n blog properly... and play maple and not have it Die on me like 15min later... so kudos to tat~

pass few days have been really shitty... the weather's been a bitch cause of the damn heat n i need to get a fkin hair cut. Everyone seems to be bz with projects except me n the turds... it seems we're all exiled by our other friends hu are swamped with project after project.....

sch was lame today... i was bored during lec and took a video of an ant crawling on the table.... how amusing...~


gawd my family is so annoying.. i hate them all....
sophia's the only one i care about now...

oh ahh oh~ she moves in her own way :)~

rewind~

my computer's been real shitty recently, plus i've been really lazy... to update.. yeah... so i'll do a rewind of the week~

24th (x'mas eve)
went to liz~'s church in the morning, her folks picked me up... her dad sprained his wrist the night b4~ so we went to this chinese sensei guy. She was evil n recorded the her dad in agony... tsk~

*u gotta till ur head a lil~


she said her dad slipped while opening the door... but i bet he hurt it by diving to push a baby carriage away from a rampaging truck or something.. the life of a secret agent~

afterwards we went to marina sq with her sisters to shop, then hung out at her place till midnight~ it was nice :)

25th (x'mas day)
i figured i would spend the day stoning at home... but there was a gathering at my grandma's place, so my mom n sis n i went.... it was cool i guess... played with the lil cousins... i got bored n took a vid of my lil cousin chewing on a ballon~



yeeeahh.... -_-

nothin happened on the 26th so....

27th
well nothin really happened today either, except tat my sister dyed my hair black today.. now i look retardedly emo... so kudos to tat~


28th
hung out with minty at Plaza Sing's starbucks to chill... talked for like more than 2 hrs so tat was cool~ luv the rain :)

29th (friiiiiiday~)
met Amirah & Aziana at TM. went to popular to buy my 10th journal book.. but there was something funky goin on with all the cash registers at the place... n there was like a 15min stand-still~ ate kfc for breakfast, then headed to sch.

The Engine sch's lab was crowded so i brought them to the IT sch one... which was sooo much cooler... but they ended up sending colourful e-mails to the e-guides person and checkin cellphone prices -_-~
met up with the turds n the 4 girls too.... didnt know they where in sch~ so was like.. running to 7th floor to hang with the turds... then to 5th floor to chat with the girls.. then back to 6th to disturb A & A~

Afterwards we went to the new courts & ikea place... took the shuttle bus there...this kid got his head stuck btw the poles when the door opened.. tat was such a laugh~ Inside, A & A had to go round touching everything.... the beds, the chairs, the refridgerators, tvs, bathrooms.... gawd~


later we ate at this stupid place hu served dinosaur meat n paid $4.50 for some lousy fish n' chips.... so i stole their drink in retailation.... cause im a rebel n all... hoo haa~ After tat, we had to wait like freakin 40min for the lousy ass bus to come.... this lil baby girl sat next to me n i kept lookin at her n makin grabbing actions at her when her grandma wasn't lookin.. then she kept tellin her grandma she was "pa" (which means scared in chinese) wooo im so mean~

30th (today~)
sloppy told me there was some lunch thing goin on at aloy's house... but i dont think im invited cause of the exile.. so i'll probably be hangin out with Yana later... i think she's gonna bring me around siglap to chill... yeah~

k im off to fold the remaining 400 paper cranes for Amirah~
boo ya~

friday friday~ laa dee daa :)

i was .. thinkin of a suitable title... then i realised, it was a friday... so yeah.. i luv fridays:)

apparently today was the festival of the lil pink balls~ i still cant remember wat their called... but their those chinese desserts tat are round & really soft n mushy and if u poke it, all the peanut oozes out into the soup~ yeeeah....

went to vivocity finally... liz~ needed to get a dress for a wedding thingy. Its... really big... yeah... really big... the clothes store were like, next to all the restarunts, so u could always smell food while shopping... i guess tats a turn on~

we walked all over the place, then went to the top with all the lil pond places to have a few fixes... weather was great as usual~ after more walkin around, we decided the dress from 'FOrever 21' was the best lookin one... so she bought tat~ Pretty lookin green dress with a wavey skirt~ lol...Ate CarL Jr. for dinner then headed home...

Wont be seeing liz~ till the 29th... tat sucks... im gonna be bored for another week~ plus with Xmas in just 2 more days, everyones busy with the family.... so no one's free to hang out... im gonna be the onli loser stuck at home just watchin all the lame-o Xmas specials on tv...

Hmmmm... i think im just gonna lay here on the floor till xmas is over....

yeeeeeeaahhhhh~

damn sun~

it was kinda cool in the morning at 1st, but then it got all sunny n shit... so.. tat sucked~ Spent the whole morning just stoning and suprizingly smoked alot today...

but later in the evening, went to 85 to meet maddy for dinner, she freakin ate like $20 worth of food... but she's still so thin... -_- She says i have high cheek bones... damn my feminine features!!!

then went to TM for a coffee fix at Starbucks... n she fooled around with my beanie...


after tat headed home... weather was really cool at night.. so tat was awesome~ hopefully it'll never stop rainning n start snowing soon~

yeeeaahh~
im so bored -_-

the next best thing~

its really cold, in places where there's snow~
the ice is everywhere... everythings white & calm...

In places where theres snow, u get to wear thick wool coats n fluffy jackets. Its nice & cosy.... it keeps ur fingers dry n warm when u go outside to touch~

In places where theres snow, everythings coated with the softness & chill of winter... even the hardest of things turn frail & weak from the layer of ice tat surrounds it~

But....
in places where there is no snow...... there's rain~

In places where there is no snow, the weather is wet and windy..... the air is moist and clean. You can smell the freshness of the earth & trees... it was like the world is taking a bath, washing away its sorrow & discontent~

In places where there is no snow, lightning & thunder replaces snowflakes & hail....

it flashes...
1 Mississippi, 2 Mississippi, 3 Mississippi, 4.....
& the thunder explodes~

the storm, a mere 4 miles away... & drawing nearer every second~

In places where there is no snow, the days are lazy..... you sit at the home & u do nothin but watch... & feel.... & watch~
You follow every drop that falls down from the sky, and watch as it merges with the world as it hits the earth....

It flashes again....
1 Mississippi, 2~
*Boom*

In places where there is no snow, but rain instead... we can't go outside, we can't play... we can't go ice-skating, we can't toss snowballs....
So we relax, & watch & feel & watch....

just watch~

Cause in places where there is no snow....
we have the next best thing :)






Dedicated to joLene~
happy 18th

*insert random title here~

ho ho~ this sunday was quite unusual from my usual sundays usually spent doing nothin unusual but the usual stuff~

it started off pretty usual, since sundays are usually the unoffical "Family Day" mosy of my friends where out with their folks... except me of course.. cause my family's weird n all~ But this sunday, i went to my grandma's place to eat lunch... then watched BATMAN on HBO. After tat went home, did some chores n shit... the usual stuff...

Then all of a sudden this black lil doggy ran to my door n just sat there on the door mat...


so i started petting it n stuff.... my mom was beside me n totally freaked... keep sayin it was diseased n shit...


then it ran off, so i decided to chase it all over my block. I thought like, maybe its owner was in danger or something since it was too well groomed to be stray.


It ran all over the place n took me on a 10 min dash around my block.... onli to stop at this house with 2 other dogs in it, n they all started barkin at each other.... i asked if it was their dog, they said no... but they decided to let him in their home for awhile so, tats when i left~ i decided to name it Van Helsing cause its all black n ran around n shit... yeeeaahhh~

Then at about 6-ish, jF asked me to go town with her n the girls... so, since i had nothin better to do, i went... we went to Far East n all i did was carry their shoppin ... cause im kind and all :) Then outside near the hotel tat was near far east, there were cops n ambulance n a fire truck over there... till now i dont really know y.. it was either there was a fire, someone was tryin to kill themselves, or an animal was trapped there.... ~

but still, it was pretty cool to watch... HO! so coOooL :)
went to eat dinner at wisma then headed home~




stupid liz not going zoo with me anymore -_- i wanna see the animals!


rwaR!~

i like my new shoes : ) ho ho ho~

went shoppin with liz~ today.. was suppose to meet her in sch but woke up late.... so met her at the dentist's office instead.. she got multi-coloured dentures~ how cute :)

then went to TM & got a new pair of shoes~ look at them....



VANZ SHoES ! can u dig it~!
u like them dont u... u wanna touch them... ooh yes~

Then headed off to Bugis to do more shoppin .. got 3 shirts n a beanie... WoooOOoOoOoo~ spent about $140+ all money stolen from my mom of course.. cause im a poor basterd n all, n my mom's eviL so, this way, she cant buy that doom's day device she wanted for xmas~

afterwards went back to TM to do more shoppin..... walked around alot today... legs are tired... on the way back, liz knocked off already~ haha
maybe gonna hang out at her place again tomoro for Pizzaa~

i've never liked shoppin.. but its a pretty neat feelin u get from buyin stuff... i can see why girls like it... to bad about the "losing ur money part" though~

i like my new shoes, all hu touch them shall DIE~
ooh, n JF get well soon... bEsT FrIENdZ forevER! yay!
oh gawd im sound so gay~




i luv my fridays, yes i do~

Pictures Galore~

Here's a list of the retarded things we did at liz's house~

#1) PLay kinky Scrabble~
This was the hand she got... u thinkin wat im thinkin? i swear it was pure coincidence~








#2) Guitaarrrr~





#3) IcccEEee- CrreeAAaMmmmm~



#4) Ice-Cream & more Guitar~




#5) Make retarded Videos~






cam-Whoring is so fun... yes.. yes~

only on a friday~

wooo~ yesterday was so full of action n suspense... was too worn out by the drama last night, so.. im writing it now .... yeah... here it goes~

Lesson started at 8, had my lil alone time in the morning, very cool & very peaceful i must add~ Lab ended early, like at 9.30 so meet the turds in the lib n played a lil 'Marvel Vs. Capcom' to kill time till 11am. Met up with Liz n her friends Amirah & Aziana n went to TM's Long John Silver's. The Lunch Conversation was on Sex Change & Marylin Manson~ Unusual but highly entertaining :)

After lunch her friends headed off~ Me n liz went to get her contact lens solution n saw Han Wen there waiting for his Gf... moron smsed "BOND GIRL!" to me while liz was fiddling with my phone -_- so she smsed him back something lol! Caught bus 3 back & dropped at her stop to have my last fix~ Found a cool spot under the void deck with a huge circle we could sit in...

I walked liz back to her home, saw her mom on the way there.. WEIRD!~ Her house seemed pretty cooL... got garden n everything... so tranquiL~ Met her 2 younger sisters Van & Gloria... gave her a lil guitar lesson too. ( Remember to practice the G & C! ) Then met her adopted stray cat Mr BBZ... oh yes.. my Tattoo Artist called, said he opened his own place called "Sacred Needle" at Far East 4th Floor. Shall pay him a visit after the term test... check out the new place~

After awhile we went to this place called the "Cosy Corner" to study.. but after like 30 min we ended up playing Monopoly with this lil girL n her brother~ n they totally owned us... but they left in the middle of the game n left us to clear up -_-lil basterds ~

After chillin out on the sofa, we saw this woman screamin n shoutin, holding something in her hand... it was Mr BBZ, the guards had captured him n they kept him in a lil cardboard box wit no air holes.. real smart-_- n they where gonna just stab the box with a pen knife to make the hole while Mr BBZ was still in it... MORONS!

We managed to negotiate his release n probable death at the hands of the AVA... they agreed to give us custody. So we got this old n dirty cat cage liz had stored away n cleaned it up to transport Mr BBZ... after we got him inside, he managed to jump out of it cause one of the locks were'nt tightened properly... after tat he was dubbed Mr Bond aka. 007~ cause he lives a life of danger lol~

Liz managed to coax it from running away n i carried it n placed it back in the cage... We placed a bit of food in it but he was still pretty shaken up n scared.. kept meowing non-stop.. it was hard to hear~ I called Huda to ask if she could sort of adopt it n she agreed so that was cooL.. ( thanks huda, i'll never forget ur bday ever again )

She told me on the phone to feed it some milk to calm it down , so me n liz went over to the next condo's tiny ass convinent store for a pack of milk.... i fed it through the straw since 007 went all crazy n flipped the bowl inside the cage...~ we chilled out at her place watchin MTV till huda got home... then took a cab over. Havent seen her in a long long time so we had a cool chat n she thought us lots of stuff we never knew about cats... 007 had a bad gash on his forehead probably cause he bashed his head on the cage so many freakin times.. crazy ass cat-_-~

He surveyed the area, explored the bushes n the drains... we opened a can of friskies for it to eat... can tell tat it was real hungry~ After awhile, we brought 007 up to her place n chilled for a while... he surveyed the area outside while we played with huda's cat "Reno" which was some fancy ass persian house cat with oh so lushious white fur n pale blue eyes...:) it had a fetish with paper too so me n liz keep tossing balls of crunched up paper at it~

Huda went to take a bath n after tat we went to our usual hang out to have a fix... 007 followed... all of us had a nice chat... talked about sex n dancing lesbians... our conversations are always so kinky~ 007 was just sleepin at the floor... lazy cat -_-

it got kinda late so we decided to head back... 007 got to stay around huda's place so at least he'd be ok.. after all he's a super spy.. laughes in the face of danger n all tat.. so yeah~ Waited for a cab with liz n then she headed home...

And so ended this day of crazyness..... happy ending for Bond girL~ n her cat 007~
amazing how so many suprizes can happen in just 1 day....
only on a friday ey?
only on a friday~:)

ugly wednesdays~

i always feel particularly 'act cute' on wednesdays... cause i dont wear my colourful contacts on that dayn i'll look really ugly plus i lose my "badass-ness" appeal and instantly become geeky... so because of tat.. i do dumb things... n dont really care. yeaaahh~

we usually go swimming after apel on wednesdays... but since there was some lame-o briefing talk, n since term tests were next week.. and i was lazy... didnt go lah~ The turds called me at the last min to go to the dumb talk, so went there late n had to sit on the damn stairs... so uncooL~

i saw "girL from the bus" behind me... but didnt tell the turds about it... oh.. n liz was like 2 rows behind.. n didnt even tell me... so she probably saw me acting like a moron with sloppy and his damn thread that he pulled out of his shirt to amuse himself with~

i have a video... take a look~
Me: Sloppy waadru doing?
Sloppy: im makin a staarrr.... (*fiddles with the thread)
i have morons for friends~



hung out at the apple lab till liz was done with her cds, time really flew.. i was happyily chillin out at the sofa readin a book, then liz sms said she was done... so told her to come in n hang out~ She n Armiah were so amused... like never see computers before~

PLayed "Marble Blast" for a while, liz make so much noise -_- ball fall off then start screamming... lucky no one else there~ After a while, headed off.. oh! saw Minty at the other bus stop~ too bad she moved house, cant be bus 15 buddies anymore...

2 sticks left, shall quit again after im thru with them. Hopefully the power of the vice-roy shall make me pass my exams....

liz~ u own me ice-cream.. shall save it for a day when i need my chunkey monkey~

doo dee doo~

breakfast at macdonalds with liz :) so fun~
she woke up late so got pushed back a half hr... but i was still late -_- DUMB!
hu eats a Sausage macmuffin with curry sauce anyway~
then the Ben & Jerry's wasn't open yet.. so no ice-cream... wat the heLL~

had a couple of fixes with liz... she cant even strike the lighter properly... cannot make it lah~ went to meet JF n the girLs at IT to beat her up, but it was already lesson time, so went back to Engine... yeah.. retarded...~

THe dynamics quiz lasted 5 min long... had lunch with sloppy at engine canteen... cause hangin out with him made me loss my "cool-ness" so we couldn't eat at places like mensa or design, where all the cool ppl hung out at... yeah~

went to meet mega man for a fix, then off to lab... 2 hrs later meet the girls again.. hung out till 6, then the rest of the turds joined... hung out till 7.30-ish doing dumb stuff~ then... home~

i'll never understand mondays -_-
tomoro more gossip n ice-cream with liz~ yay :)

seriously?! SERIOUSLY??!

its a saturday n i had nothin to do.. so i decided to accompany isa to sch... yes.. sch... on a saturday... im such a loser... goin to sch... on a saturday.. instead of town or anyother place tat cool ppl go to on weekends~

went to eat at macdonalds for breakfast... then went to the lib alone to study while he did his notice board shit at IT sch.... spent like half the time stoning n doodling on the table... took some pictures n cam-whored a bit to amuse myself...


look i answered my own Qs....


and this one's a lil battle i drew... gawd im lame...


rwar.. hu the hell goes to sch on a saturday?! im never doing this shit again....~

ACT CUTE!!!!~






someone stab meee~

friday afternoon~

i luv my fridays~
im sure im not the only one hu thinks this way... its always been so universal.. this feeling of always "hating" Mondays n welcoming Fridays~ BUt, we only welcome it cause it signifies the end of the weekdays, n the beginning of the weekends... so, really.... we luv Saturdays~

but i hate my Saturdays & Sundays... these days are traditionally spent with friends n Family.... but since i hang out with my friends on weekdays & my family n i never go out together, these days become redundant to me~

Nontheless, fridays have always appealled to me~
The very simplicity of it is so alluring... my fridays have always been a day of rest & relaxation... of peace & reflection~

the mornings are cold & enjoyable.... the afternoons, warm and cosy.... i do enjoy my peace n solitude very much... some find it odd but they just dont know how to stop n smell the roses...~

School on friday ends at around 11 am.... but i'd often hang around for lunch with the turds till noon.... but today i ended at 9.30~ Uopn reaching home, i'd watch a bit of tv or use the computer, after which i'd just stone for a while.... walk around my house a couple of times, or just sitting in the living room...~

its quiet... no one's at home... u observing ur surroundings... n then u start to see things... things tat've always been there, but just never noticed... like spider-web in the ceiling or a newly formed crack in the wall...~
its dumb.. i knnow.. but its quite a meditative experience... it humbles u in some way... ooh~ i do enjoy my "me" time~

4.30pm
went to the kitchen, made myself a grilled cheese sandwich.... with 2 slices of ham.. yes... it was a friday... 2 slices where in order~ took the nescafe out, but decided later on tea instead....no milk.... didnt need the caffine~

placed my sandwich n tea on a tray and carried it to the front door. Wanted to cut the crusts off, but figure it could use the extra crispy-ness~ grabbed a couple of pillows from the living room sofa n laid them beside the door.... the weather was warm n dry... typical afternoon heat....

found a comfortable position, placed my book on my lap... tea in one hand... grilled cheese in the other.... i could feel the warmth of the outside tingle my right body~ the tea helped spread the heat evenly... and i just sat there... reading my book... occasionally pausing for a bite of my sandwich~

there's something just so calming about a friday.... its just a simple day... a day not really a weekday, not yet a weekend~ its quiet... its calming... its friday...

i luv my fridays~
don't you?

007~

today felt kinda short since i onli had one lesson today... hmm... had lunch with the turds at kfc, then hung out at the library till 4... tutorial onli lasted like 35min... which was cool n all.. but i was kinda hoping for it to last the whole hr since i onli came to sch for tat friggin' lesson -_-

bleh~
went to see the new bond movie, pretty cool i guess.. never was a big fan of 007 flims though... but it was nice..

met a new kitty cat friend under the void deck at bedok.... i decided to name her toby maguire, cause "with great power comes great responsiblilty~" .... she ran away a couple of mins later... i think it was cause i had finished eatin my red bean ice-cream...~



hmmm... something feels weird.. cant quite put my finger on it though....



watever~

chunky monkey~

my morning today was pretty retarded~ because a couple of days ago i lost my keys at jared's house... my home is now short one stash of keys.... so like.. my mom has her own, n my sis n my dad... then there's the key tats always at home...~

so, cause i lost mine, i was now using tat "home" set of keys right... well my eviL~ mom took them by mistake today so when i was about to leave, i couldnt find the keys to open the door with... -_-~

Called my mom n told her i was trapped... so then had to ask my poor grandmother to hu luckily lived like 5 blks away from me to come over n unlock the door for me~ i thought i'd be late for the lecture but suprisingly i was on time...

i swear.. god hates me i tell u.... i was probably a child molester in my pass life or something...~ School ended at noon, didnt go swimmin with the turds cause i was still a lil unwell... n it had to be the day tat i DIDN'T went that god decided to make it sunny n warm -_-

read my book in the lib till jared had his break.... then went to eat n slacked at the apple lab.. then met jf, qt, yL n jo at the concourse of IT... jared went for lessons... so i hung out with them till eddy came out so he could wait with me for liz to come out... yeeeahh~

anyway liz was let of early... so went to meet her... then saw eddy hu was with andrew.. then ran into aloy n ivan n sloppy ... -_- yeeeaahhh~

i think im feelin better now.. still coughin like crazy.. n my voice is still soft... but i should be able to gorge on western food n ice-cream by tomoro~

tomoro's lesson starts at 4.... but maybe i'll go early to meet the turds~
hmm.... i want my chunky monkey..... :)~

im gonna diieee~

i think im dying ~

i cant feel my pulse... then again... i could never locate it in the 1st place. feelin really cold.. n im soooo tired... -_-

sch was retarded... went to sch at 10 but the turds decided not to go for lec so.. tat was a dumb waste of my time... went for a fix with liz even though im sick... but it was nice~ pass minty her freakin air purifier after so god damn long...
lugged the freakin thing around all morning... soooo uncooL~

break was from noon to two... but then the 2o'clock tutorial was cancelled... so.. it became 3hrs break... then at 3, i realised i had a lab test.. n i was in the 2nd shift.. plus i didnt bring any of my lab shit.. soooooo, my 3 hr break became 4hrs...-_-

son of a bitch~

Amazing how so much baad shit can happen on such a beautiful day~
its sooo cold right now.. i luv it... ~

Snow god dammit! Freakin ssSnoWW!!!!!




oh n liz~ im never teachin u guitar~
woooo im so mean ~

sugar, spice & everything nice~

i woke up feelin really really messed up this morning...
my throat was sore.. my eyes where bloachy... head hurt... stomach grogy~

i felt more sick than the day before, n as i was like taking a bath, i thought back on wat could have caused this...
i didnt like.... play in the rain or anything, i went home after sch.... ate soup noodle for practically every meal... took my meds n shit~

then i remembered something... my sis opened a bag of chips next to me last night... n i ate one... -_-

1 chip....

is tat all it takes? just 1 chip to revive a subsiding sickness?!
DAMN U LAY'S POTATO CHIPS!~

and another thing! when turned on the tv, i saw that kids central was playing a whole new series of the "Powerpuff GirLs~" since god knows when.. n i didnt know about it! RwaR! ALL THOSE MISSED EPISODES!
DAMN U KID's CENTRAL N UR IGNORANCE TO INFORM UR VIEWERS OF NEWLY BROADCASTED CARTOONS!~

PP girLs are cooL so shut up... i like watchin them n it doesnt make me any lesss of a man... so there~
anyone hu thinks otherwise should just die now..

every new day never ceases to make me feel any less emo~
n here's another random thing im pissed off about... y wont this freakin country SNOW!
DAMN U GOD FOR MAKING EVERY COUNTRY AROUND THE EQUATOR NOT HAVE A WHITE CHRISTMAS!

i end of my post with yet another funny word...

Mugally Gugally~





bloody basterds...

friday mornings~

i love my friday mornings~
its the only day of the week i start sch at 8am... so i gotta wake up at around 6~
the sun isnt up, the air is cool n calm~

its quiet.... peacefuL~
Everyone else is still sleepin n u can just take ur time...
u take a relaxing shower in the dark, the water is exceptionally cool at this time.... it's icy touch caressing ur body~

u feel like drifting back to sleep again as u stand under the flow of water, eyes closed~ once ur done, u quickly scurry to ur room before the wind can reach u.. its touch combined with the water droplets on ur skin sends shivers that tantalize ur body~

u get dressed n u go to the kitchen..... no one's up yet... u make a cup of coffee.. extra suger, extra milk~ ( u only live once~ ) u sit down on the living room sofa n slip it ... bit by bit, no hurry at all... there's still time to spare~

the house is in complete darkness... u sit there... alone... u dont turn the tv or radio on.. u just sit... with nothin but the coffe in ur hand and the silky morning wind breathing on u... ~

u finish ur drink, n u wait a while for the caffine to kick in.... ur mom wakes up... u smile at her n she smiles at u... u tell her u'll be living soon.. and she nods .. still dazed n tired...

u open the front door, the smell of freshly cut grass and of divine moisture of leaves rush in~ u stare out n let the cooling warmth of the clouds n newborn sun adjust ur eyes from the darkness...

you put ur earphones on & choose that one song that u've been ringing in ur head from the night b4...~ u move a little as it gets to the chorus... u bend down to tie ur shoe laces and... ur done~

as u walk out of the house, moving to the beat of the music from ur ipod... u tell the world to come wat may~ cause for that moment.. u have no fear~

U see a friend at the bus stop... she looks at u with weary eyes n smiles...

"dont u just hate the early mornings?" she asks...

then u look at her.. and u nod~
and u smile to urself... cause u know.... its just 7days away~ :)

dead man walkin~

i dont remember the last time i was sick... i think it was like .. in secondary sch... this is the 1st time i've fallen ill during poly life... so, kudos to that~

went to see a doctor at the poly clinic... cause i havent went to see a doctor in like.. 2 years, it was a pretty cool experience... boring.... but cool nontheless~

saw alot of old ppl on wheel chairs n kids running around taking those health pamplets from the shelves n folding them into airplanes, tossin them all over them place.... i was pretty much just stoning the whole time while waitin for my No. to be called... waited like 1hr 15min just for a 3 min consultation.... then, had to wait another 30 min for the medication....

but i guess it was all gd once i had my mc~
here it is...

just look at tat... aint it beautiful~


well.. im feelin better if anyone gives a damn~
Im just really bored right now at home.... watchin "Wynx Club" n "Yugi-oh Duel MOnsters" cause there's nothin cool to watch in the mornings....

ok then... tats about enough crap i can take... i think i'll go lure some ants out to amuse myself...~

thoughts & revelations~

i was laying on my bed alone at home starin at the oh so many pictures on my wall n thinkin about stuff while waitin for my mom to bring some food back~

it amused me the amount of nonsense i was thinkin of n laughin to myself about them~ so i decided to write them down... cause im really lame n all~

yeah... ok.. then... let the bullshit begin~

1. If i could be anyone in the world, i'd be a rich, gd lookin basterd~

2. if i had only one day left to live, i'd kill myself yesterday....

3. if i ever become an eviL Overlord bent on world domination, and when i finally manage to capture the leader of the rebel forces... i wouldn't plan an elaborate method of killing him just to show others my evil genious-ness n simply take a gun from one of my evil henchmen n shoot him...~

4. if i ever become an evil overlord bent on ... blah blah... etc, n i was like.. livin in a fortress of doom, i would not install ventilation systems where by some rebel hero can just simply climb all the way into my chambers n attack me~

5. i would not like green eggs and ham... cause they've probably gone bad or something... tats where the green colour comes from .... duh..~

6. why the hell did they did they give a cat a "Dr." status?

7. oh yeah maybe cause he can talk n all....~

8. if all the ugly fat dudes get all the pretty girls... then i must be realllly gd lookin~

9. how do they get pianos into houses? the door clearly cant fit an entire piano thru.. how do u even get it up the stairs if the elevator is too small...? do they bring it up part by part or something?

10. y is it tat on tv, they show pianos fallin on ppl... ? Do movers really do tat? hang pianos out of windows by a series of ropes n pullies?

tats when my mom gets back with my foood~
i had more thoughts but they seem too lame... so i wont post them.~
gawd~ am i the onli person in the world tats this weird... -_-~

i shall end off by sayin a silly word...

fuddy duddy~






help me....

crazy ass dreams~

recently the dreams that i've been havin are more n more elaborate n bizzare~
Dreams have a tendency to do tat... yes... but, these dream i have are laced with complex idealogies... if tat makes sense~

i usually cant remember my dream when i wake up... as would any other of the other dreams, but i always would have tat "what the hell was tat all about?" mind-set when i wake up from one of these crazy ass dreams...

Usually one would dream of.. maybe, the happenings tat took place during the day or perhaps of an event that has yet to take place, an examination or a trip overseas.. that kinda thing~

thats like, a "normal" dream.. even though it makes no sense, u still have a rough picture of wats goin on, wats it all about.... but for "crazy ass dreams" its a totally different story....

u see.... "crazy ass dreams", or CADs, are like dreams tat have no meaning in the events tat unfold in your life, neither is it those kinda dreams tat like, for example, if ur a clerk, u dream of becoming a boss, if ur some scrony kid, u dream of becomin bigger n bash up all the other kids....etc~

no... CADs are MORE illusive & perplexing~ they usually tell a story.. but one tat makes no sense... the characters can be anyone, but usually consist of ppl u dont know, or ppl u arent to familiar with in real life or even ur enemies... then u wonder, y did u even dream of these ppl in the 1st place...

for eg. i briefly recall a certain image in my dream where JLO calls me on my cell from a cab, then tells me she's kidnapped or something.. another was tat we where rowing a boat or something somewhere n we met this old dude n he shot at us... then i cant remember wat happened...

CADs are always thriller dreams... like stories tat involve u n it always has alot of runnin somewhere or chasing something ....

n i must say, i love these dreams... they are an easy escape from reality n are quite fun actually~

the thing tat seprates CADs from any other ordinary one is tat its, sooo damn real.
i often wake up wonderin if tat really happened.. even if i know it didnt, but still i would pause to, sort of make sure...

dream to sleep, or sleep to dream?

Definatly the 2nd one~ :)