007~

today felt kinda short since i onli had one lesson today... hmm... had lunch with the turds at kfc, then hung out at the library till 4... tutorial onli lasted like 35min... which was cool n all.. but i was kinda hoping for it to last the whole hr since i onli came to sch for tat friggin' lesson -_-

bleh~
went to see the new bond movie, pretty cool i guess.. never was a big fan of 007 flims though... but it was nice..

met a new kitty cat friend under the void deck at bedok.... i decided to name her toby maguire, cause "with great power comes great responsiblilty~" .... she ran away a couple of mins later... i think it was cause i had finished eatin my red bean ice-cream...~



hmmm... something feels weird.. cant quite put my finger on it though....



watever~

chunky monkey~

my morning today was pretty retarded~ because a couple of days ago i lost my keys at jared's house... my home is now short one stash of keys.... so like.. my mom has her own, n my sis n my dad... then there's the key tats always at home...~

so, cause i lost mine, i was now using tat "home" set of keys right... well my eviL~ mom took them by mistake today so when i was about to leave, i couldnt find the keys to open the door with... -_-~

Called my mom n told her i was trapped... so then had to ask my poor grandmother to hu luckily lived like 5 blks away from me to come over n unlock the door for me~ i thought i'd be late for the lecture but suprisingly i was on time...

i swear.. god hates me i tell u.... i was probably a child molester in my pass life or something...~ School ended at noon, didnt go swimmin with the turds cause i was still a lil unwell... n it had to be the day tat i DIDN'T went that god decided to make it sunny n warm -_-

read my book in the lib till jared had his break.... then went to eat n slacked at the apple lab.. then met jf, qt, yL n jo at the concourse of IT... jared went for lessons... so i hung out with them till eddy came out so he could wait with me for liz to come out... yeeeahh~

anyway liz was let of early... so went to meet her... then saw eddy hu was with andrew.. then ran into aloy n ivan n sloppy ... -_- yeeeaahhh~

i think im feelin better now.. still coughin like crazy.. n my voice is still soft... but i should be able to gorge on western food n ice-cream by tomoro~

tomoro's lesson starts at 4.... but maybe i'll go early to meet the turds~
hmm.... i want my chunky monkey..... :)~

im gonna diieee~

i think im dying ~

i cant feel my pulse... then again... i could never locate it in the 1st place. feelin really cold.. n im soooo tired... -_-

sch was retarded... went to sch at 10 but the turds decided not to go for lec so.. tat was a dumb waste of my time... went for a fix with liz even though im sick... but it was nice~ pass minty her freakin air purifier after so god damn long...
lugged the freakin thing around all morning... soooo uncooL~

break was from noon to two... but then the 2o'clock tutorial was cancelled... so.. it became 3hrs break... then at 3, i realised i had a lab test.. n i was in the 2nd shift.. plus i didnt bring any of my lab shit.. soooooo, my 3 hr break became 4hrs...-_-

son of a bitch~

Amazing how so much baad shit can happen on such a beautiful day~
its sooo cold right now.. i luv it... ~

Snow god dammit! Freakin ssSnoWW!!!!!




oh n liz~ im never teachin u guitar~
woooo im so mean ~

sugar, spice & everything nice~

i woke up feelin really really messed up this morning...
my throat was sore.. my eyes where bloachy... head hurt... stomach grogy~

i felt more sick than the day before, n as i was like taking a bath, i thought back on wat could have caused this...
i didnt like.... play in the rain or anything, i went home after sch.... ate soup noodle for practically every meal... took my meds n shit~

then i remembered something... my sis opened a bag of chips next to me last night... n i ate one... -_-

1 chip....

is tat all it takes? just 1 chip to revive a subsiding sickness?!
DAMN U LAY'S POTATO CHIPS!~

and another thing! when turned on the tv, i saw that kids central was playing a whole new series of the "Powerpuff GirLs~" since god knows when.. n i didnt know about it! RwaR! ALL THOSE MISSED EPISODES!
DAMN U KID's CENTRAL N UR IGNORANCE TO INFORM UR VIEWERS OF NEWLY BROADCASTED CARTOONS!~

PP girLs are cooL so shut up... i like watchin them n it doesnt make me any lesss of a man... so there~
anyone hu thinks otherwise should just die now..

every new day never ceases to make me feel any less emo~
n here's another random thing im pissed off about... y wont this freakin country SNOW!
DAMN U GOD FOR MAKING EVERY COUNTRY AROUND THE EQUATOR NOT HAVE A WHITE CHRISTMAS!

i end of my post with yet another funny word...

Mugally Gugally~





bloody basterds...

friday mornings~

i love my friday mornings~
its the only day of the week i start sch at 8am... so i gotta wake up at around 6~
the sun isnt up, the air is cool n calm~

its quiet.... peacefuL~
Everyone else is still sleepin n u can just take ur time...
u take a relaxing shower in the dark, the water is exceptionally cool at this time.... it's icy touch caressing ur body~

u feel like drifting back to sleep again as u stand under the flow of water, eyes closed~ once ur done, u quickly scurry to ur room before the wind can reach u.. its touch combined with the water droplets on ur skin sends shivers that tantalize ur body~

u get dressed n u go to the kitchen..... no one's up yet... u make a cup of coffee.. extra suger, extra milk~ ( u only live once~ ) u sit down on the living room sofa n slip it ... bit by bit, no hurry at all... there's still time to spare~

the house is in complete darkness... u sit there... alone... u dont turn the tv or radio on.. u just sit... with nothin but the coffe in ur hand and the silky morning wind breathing on u... ~

u finish ur drink, n u wait a while for the caffine to kick in.... ur mom wakes up... u smile at her n she smiles at u... u tell her u'll be living soon.. and she nods .. still dazed n tired...

u open the front door, the smell of freshly cut grass and of divine moisture of leaves rush in~ u stare out n let the cooling warmth of the clouds n newborn sun adjust ur eyes from the darkness...

you put ur earphones on & choose that one song that u've been ringing in ur head from the night b4...~ u move a little as it gets to the chorus... u bend down to tie ur shoe laces and... ur done~

as u walk out of the house, moving to the beat of the music from ur ipod... u tell the world to come wat may~ cause for that moment.. u have no fear~

U see a friend at the bus stop... she looks at u with weary eyes n smiles...

"dont u just hate the early mornings?" she asks...

then u look at her.. and u nod~
and u smile to urself... cause u know.... its just 7days away~ :)

dead man walkin~

i dont remember the last time i was sick... i think it was like .. in secondary sch... this is the 1st time i've fallen ill during poly life... so, kudos to that~

went to see a doctor at the poly clinic... cause i havent went to see a doctor in like.. 2 years, it was a pretty cool experience... boring.... but cool nontheless~

saw alot of old ppl on wheel chairs n kids running around taking those health pamplets from the shelves n folding them into airplanes, tossin them all over them place.... i was pretty much just stoning the whole time while waitin for my No. to be called... waited like 1hr 15min just for a 3 min consultation.... then, had to wait another 30 min for the medication....

but i guess it was all gd once i had my mc~
here it is...

just look at tat... aint it beautiful~


well.. im feelin better if anyone gives a damn~
Im just really bored right now at home.... watchin "Wynx Club" n "Yugi-oh Duel MOnsters" cause there's nothin cool to watch in the mornings....

ok then... tats about enough crap i can take... i think i'll go lure some ants out to amuse myself...~

thoughts & revelations~

i was laying on my bed alone at home starin at the oh so many pictures on my wall n thinkin about stuff while waitin for my mom to bring some food back~

it amused me the amount of nonsense i was thinkin of n laughin to myself about them~ so i decided to write them down... cause im really lame n all~

yeah... ok.. then... let the bullshit begin~

1. If i could be anyone in the world, i'd be a rich, gd lookin basterd~

2. if i had only one day left to live, i'd kill myself yesterday....

3. if i ever become an eviL Overlord bent on world domination, and when i finally manage to capture the leader of the rebel forces... i wouldn't plan an elaborate method of killing him just to show others my evil genious-ness n simply take a gun from one of my evil henchmen n shoot him...~

4. if i ever become an evil overlord bent on ... blah blah... etc, n i was like.. livin in a fortress of doom, i would not install ventilation systems where by some rebel hero can just simply climb all the way into my chambers n attack me~

5. i would not like green eggs and ham... cause they've probably gone bad or something... tats where the green colour comes from .... duh..~

6. why the hell did they did they give a cat a "Dr." status?

7. oh yeah maybe cause he can talk n all....~

8. if all the ugly fat dudes get all the pretty girls... then i must be realllly gd lookin~

9. how do they get pianos into houses? the door clearly cant fit an entire piano thru.. how do u even get it up the stairs if the elevator is too small...? do they bring it up part by part or something?

10. y is it tat on tv, they show pianos fallin on ppl... ? Do movers really do tat? hang pianos out of windows by a series of ropes n pullies?

tats when my mom gets back with my foood~
i had more thoughts but they seem too lame... so i wont post them.~
gawd~ am i the onli person in the world tats this weird... -_-~

i shall end off by sayin a silly word...

fuddy duddy~






help me....

crazy ass dreams~

recently the dreams that i've been havin are more n more elaborate n bizzare~
Dreams have a tendency to do tat... yes... but, these dream i have are laced with complex idealogies... if tat makes sense~

i usually cant remember my dream when i wake up... as would any other of the other dreams, but i always would have tat "what the hell was tat all about?" mind-set when i wake up from one of these crazy ass dreams...

Usually one would dream of.. maybe, the happenings tat took place during the day or perhaps of an event that has yet to take place, an examination or a trip overseas.. that kinda thing~

thats like, a "normal" dream.. even though it makes no sense, u still have a rough picture of wats goin on, wats it all about.... but for "crazy ass dreams" its a totally different story....

u see.... "crazy ass dreams", or CADs, are like dreams tat have no meaning in the events tat unfold in your life, neither is it those kinda dreams tat like, for example, if ur a clerk, u dream of becoming a boss, if ur some scrony kid, u dream of becomin bigger n bash up all the other kids....etc~

no... CADs are MORE illusive & perplexing~ they usually tell a story.. but one tat makes no sense... the characters can be anyone, but usually consist of ppl u dont know, or ppl u arent to familiar with in real life or even ur enemies... then u wonder, y did u even dream of these ppl in the 1st place...

for eg. i briefly recall a certain image in my dream where JLO calls me on my cell from a cab, then tells me she's kidnapped or something.. another was tat we where rowing a boat or something somewhere n we met this old dude n he shot at us... then i cant remember wat happened...

CADs are always thriller dreams... like stories tat involve u n it always has alot of runnin somewhere or chasing something ....

n i must say, i love these dreams... they are an easy escape from reality n are quite fun actually~

the thing tat seprates CADs from any other ordinary one is tat its, sooo damn real.
i often wake up wonderin if tat really happened.. even if i know it didnt, but still i would pause to, sort of make sure...

dream to sleep, or sleep to dream?

Definatly the 2nd one~ :)