really cool~

i say the word "cool" alot... i use it to describe almost every positive thing i experience~ i usually subsitute it with words like "nice" and "okay".... the word "cool" is my own imperative verb that i use to express almost every aspect of a situation that i happen to encounter~

so yeah, thats pretty cool : )

i havent blogged in a long time, & i wouldnt say that much has happend.... but its been a cool week~ i went to changi with remi for dinner about a week ago, and i found out that changi is actually pretty fucked up with all its haunted old japanese schools n abandoned WWII training camps... not to mention all the hotspots that the trannies go to... we drove around, n he showed me this grave thing on the top of a spooky flight of stairs in the middle of this jungle area... he called it the "stairway to hell" it was creepy.. n we took lots of photos but he still hasnt sent them to me -_- so, cant really show them to u...

the sister flew off to Las Vegas this afternoon to some seminar there.... im totally jealous of her.... and its like 10 degrees down there so she got herself a coat n stole my beanie~ and DAMN i love wearing coats....

i dont really love coats, i just love the Idea of wearing one and walkin around in the cold with ur hands in those warm pockets and having flakes of snow get caught on the fur while ur walkin thru the chilling streets.... i love the idea of putting one on when u leave a building n hanging it up when u enter one... i love coat hangers too~ and its like the 1st thing i'd buy for my future home in The Hamptons in 10 or 20 years from now~

and its her birthday today too... -_- wad better present can u get then a free trip to LV on ur bday~ i told her to take acouple of photos with Elvis and buy a "I went to Las Vegas & all i got was this lousy T-shirt" t-shirt when she gets back...

mom's thinkin of quittin her job cause i dont think she's havin a good time there, so i gonna try n take up 2 jobs now tat i got so much free time n all.. and i do have, oh so much free time -_-~

lets see.. wad else is there....

i used to listen to alot of modern rock stuff from the chill peppers & Foo fighters, then i went to modern contemporary like Keane and James Morrison... after that i was more into Indie and listened to alot of The Killers & The Bravery.. but now im back to contemporary again... with alot of Amos lee and a hint of rock from Sterophonics and Lifehouse...

and, with all this talk about music, i've realised tat i havent touch my guitar in mths & i've forgotten how to play almost everything -_-
but wadever....

im watchin this thing on tv now... some concert on S-pop on channel U. Dont even ask me why im watching it... i just happend to chance upon it and was gonna immediatly change the channel.... but on hearing all the fuss about the whole s-pop shit, i decided to keep an open mind n see wad its about~

its really weird actually... everything about it was soo "chingy" it kinda creeped me out a lil... the elaborate, yet typical, poofy outfits that they wore, the heavy make-up and overly defined eyeshadow... and then there were all these screaming fans with the same mullet hair style that every ching chong chang girl had in this country waving their big ass posters about n screaming at every single development in the show, significant or not~

it was like this...
pop star comes on (*fans scream)
pop star waves at them (*fans scream)
pop star puts hand on mic (*fans scream)
pop star begins intro to song (*fans scream)
pop star sings song (*fans scream)
pop star sings chorus (*fans scream)
pop star ends song (*fans scream)
pop star leaves stage (*fans scream)
pop star turns around n flips everyone off (*fans scream)
pop star pulls out semi-automatic n starts blastin everybody (*fans scream)

-_-

and then there was tat guy they call JJ, hu's wears the same gawd damn outfit every freakin time i see him on tv... its always that same sleeveless shirt with that same sleeveless white jacket that he wears n goes singing that same god damn song over n over again like a broken record...

if i knew the title, i'd link the youtube vid here, but i dont... but im sure most of u ching-ies would know... its that obsessivly catchy tune tats plays in every super star, super band, super campus or wadever super fucking idol thing, theres like 20 versions of it... n they play the same GAWD DAMN SONG OVER N OVER ALL THE TIME!!!

STOP IT!
NO ONE LIKES HIM!!
PICK A NEW FRIGGIN SONG ALREADY!!!~

and thats when i turned off the tv n everything went back to normal...

im sorry... i tried watchin it... i tried to understand the whole concept of ching tv, but i cant.. i really dont enjoy K-dramas or those lame taiwan gameshows.... but hey, if u ppl like it, then yeah, go ahead n watch it... i dont care, just dont make me sit thru one of those again -_-~


so yeah~
how u like THEM apples----

bliss~

the weathers' been really cool these few days... rain in the mornings and showers at night... its great isnt it? i know i love it~

u know wad else i love?
coffee in the mornings n milo at night~
yeah, n i make'em with 20 spoon fulls of sugar n sweet sweet luuvvv~

things are cool, and i feel good about wad's to come...
the future looks promising, so yeah~

music on a monday morning when the cloud block out the sun and u can still smell rain thru the gaps in ur window is just the perfect way to start the day off : )

that weird gatsby advertisment is back on again, its so gay n i dont even know wth its gotta do with the hair gel thing-_-

but wadever... things are cool~






"black hawk down, we got a black hawk down....~"

call to arms~

i have no idea why i keep wakin up in the early hours of the day, when i slept at 1am the night before.... i am exhausted, mentally... and really cranky... i think it might be due to the cigs~ i bought a pack like a couple of days ago in a moment of folly and i think its giving me this un-needed extra energy... well its not really 'energy' at all, more like, isomia inducing medication~

its makin me feel really unrested... and since i havent smoked in like.. mths, i guess the long break has nulled my resistance against tabacco~ needless to say, i dont feel the urge to smoke anymore, nor, if i did, would indefinatly reframe from succoming to it~

smoking doesnt seem cool anymore after awhile, just makes u feel sick n smell like a jet engine~ so yeah, im not going to do it anymore... maybe the occasional stick now n then, but i dont think i'll be purchasing any on my own... period~

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spent the entire morning playin 'World of Warcraft'~
woke up at 7.45am, & theres not really much to watch on tv... plus, it was great timing too cause my friend came online at that time, so we got on our mics n startin talkin crap...
yeah, that my character...


anyway, we managed to get into a great group n we all went exploring n shit.. the group was made up of Mokand( aka. Jeff ), Illucent ( aka. Robert), and Rageth ( aka. Robert's son hu's name i dont know cause he didnt talk much ) and then there was me (aka Vanden)~

i wish i could've recorded our conversations, it was hilarious... we did all sorts of stuff besides questing like goin into the Al Quhira 40-man Raid instance ( its just a really big n scary place with big monsters FYI to those hu dont play )


we killed some giant snakes...


took down a really big anubis elite...


we died plenty of times of course.. but eventually we took him down~



and a lil group photo right there~


by this time it was around 3pm and we had almost played for 7 hours straight.... n it was like 1am east coast time over at america so they needed to sleep n i needed to eat and rob's son needed to go to sch tommoro... so we went our seperate ways~

i had reached lvl 58 so i could go through the portal to 'Outlands' (an even scarier place with even more bigger monsters) so i flew to 'blasted lands' where the portal was...


rode on over... u can already see it from a distance, its pretty huge~


see wad i mean...



so i went thru it, n there was this huge battle goin on inside.. took another photo like any curious onlooker hu stumbled onto an epic battle would...


then i flew to this place called "Thrallmar" which is were u'd 1st go to went thru the portal... see that town at the top left there? yeah tats the one...


it isnt exactly the safest place to be for beginners, since theres this big ass monster called a "Fel Reaver" that wanders around right outside the encampment... i managed to take a pic of his back before he stepped on me -_-


so.. yeah.. basically that was my day and my 1st time in the "Hellfire Pennisular"~
probably meeting jeff tomoro morning... he's from Atlanta, Gerogia... so my 8am is his 10pm...

going back to sch tommoro to meet jenny for lunch, minty for dinner & gynn for supper... so at least i still keep in touch with reality~




i'm such a nerd -_-~
bahhh~

12/11/07~

annnnnd, i lost my stud today again -_-


sonofabitch~

closing time~

mom made ham n' cheese sandwiches for breakfast, i feel loved~
scent whoring with gynn the other day was cool, riddin shotgun with remi was cool too~

im happy now cause i got something to twirl around in my mouth... think thats where i get my inspiration to write from... does that even make sense? some ppl subconciously perform subtle movements with their bodies that their unaware of during intense concentration or maybe during situations that require a certain amount of focus~

be it drumming ur fingers or chewin on ur hair.. maybe its because u unknowingly do these actions that ur mind familiarizes itself as a kinda prerequisite before ur brain is able to begin thinking~

i twirl my lip stud around alot when im bored... or when i think.. i noticed that about myself alot... so, if one day, u couldnt perform these little actions that ur body's so used to doing before hand.... u find urself stumped cause u cant focus properly.... interesting huh?

well now that i DO have a twirly thinking thing to activate my brain, i guess i'll be inspired to blog more... and... think.. about stuff, not that i dont already.. think about stuff in the first place...

so yeah~

another thing i found out about myself is tat i cant live without music... i left my ipod at home the other day... n i think i died on the bus ride~

not cool -_-





*i move alot when i listen to music & i see u starin... but i keep on doing it anyway to weird u out~

take THAT ppl from the bus!

04/11/07~

i lost the my entire lip studd so now i got nothin to twirl around in my mouth n it feels weird~

hair is super short... badass-ness dropped by 50%.... on the other hand, cute lil school boy appeal increases by 70%, dont know if its a good thing, but wadever~

section 377A of the penal code says u cant have gay sex in public or in the privacy of ur own homes even if its consentual or face imprisonment for a term which may extend to 2 years~

wat gives?

i hardly think gay sex, let alone any sex thats consentual for that matter, to be the goverment's business~ dont u have better things to do then hold forums debating whether or not to let the homos get it on~

ppl are dying n shit, n u wanna discuss whether sodomy is legal?
well fuck u then..

homosexuality isnt really a choice, its genetic... gay ppl cant help being gay, its in their genes, so its not like they can help it that their not straight.. what 2 ppl do btw themselves, be it within the legal limits of the law, is their own progative n NONE OF THE GOVERMENT'S BUSINESS -_-

leave them alone jesus christ~

its such a stupid law n i cant believe its been made such a big deal-_-
n im not gay or anything.. everyone thinks if u give ur consent to the matter, ur a fag..

Come onnnn -_- are u pricks tat childish n narrow-minded?
"heyyy dont donate to the SPCA, cause if u do, tat means u like animals n u wanna have sex with them"

im not gay, i like girLs.. n girLs like me~

ducky loves bunny..
well more like the other way... isnt it?




pfft~