something about us~

i haven't really had time to write a proper entry, I've been rather preoccupied over the last couple of weeks~ (i'll refrain from elaborating to spare u an essay long post...)

Figured with this being study week & all i'd get be able to get some time alone for myself but then came this thing with this 'cancer' pandemic so i've been turning in pretty early these past few nights, which only burns up time i most preciously need to read and review my lecture notes for the upcoming exams....

Camp today (although idle..) was rather fun. The waking-up process took a bit longer to ease into though... The scratching in my throat and the warmth from the night before where mainly to be blamed, but it got much more comfortable later in the day~

made myself tea and sipped it whilst reading the morning paper, occasionally dipping the butter biscuit & twinkie rolls i brought to camp that morning into my oOh soo sensual beverage~ The morning was pretty slow paced, but i had no complaints there...

During the early afternoon, we drove down to the Pass-Making Office which happened to pass by a large forested area much resembling that of an untamed country side, which i thoroughly enjoyed~ spent the remaining hours chillin with my friends, and having a great laugh whilst playing with matches and molesting each other out of boredom~

A chat about life out by the 'secret spot' opened my mind to certain thoughts bout my possible future.. of regrets and mistakes i'd hope to learn from, even though their not my own to make~

ate a couple of bananas and drank more tea, then headed home and made myself spagetti bolognese AND Carbonara for dinner. That's right, 2 flavors... and they were rather satisfying i might add~

My coughing has yet to cease, it isn't really wise of me to be smoking while in this frail state but i really can't be bothered~ besides, it's not like i'm on a 'one-pack a day' habit and i still don't consider myself a smoker...

so, yeaah~

i think tomoro would yield more fruitful activities but a part of me's hoping it won't so i could use the free time to heal... as of now i think i'd hit the books for a bit, at least until mom gets back from work or if it gets too late~

Hot to windy, rainy to cold~
God's seriously gotta make up his mind about the weather...






seriously....

meh~

spent the morning waiting at the clinic for my turn to come... was quarantined with all the fever patients cause of my 'flu-like' symptoms... had the mask on and everything. Didn't really go any faster despite of that~

got home and pretty much passed out from the meds... i've been drifting in and out of consciousness since then~ As of right this moment, i think I'm actually feeling better despite earlier discontent on only getting 1day MC~

Unfortunately, im still coughing like i've been smoking since 5yrs old so i could still die tomoro..

fuckin cancer...

not soo fine~

i'm having a horrible week...
Work and school's been just one big mess....

think the only thing i enjoyed bout the past few days was the hot chocolate my mom made last morning which took all my troubles away for that brief moment, and being able to finally watching "Schindler's List" on my itouch... great great movie~

a thousand times better than "i love you beth cooper" for sure. I swear, im never gonna watch stupid movies at the cinema ever again unless i know their gonna be good~

i'm praying for the weekends...
everything will be fine once i survive till friday~

timbre anyone?

super duper~

shawn & i found 2 cartons of beer in the pantry fridge. it was ment for the 15th day of the ghost festival or something like that which was gonna be held later on in the evening~

they set up a table outside by the pond and there was chicken, duck, char siew, the whole nine yards and other assorted goodies along with all the paper money and cloth~

the sun went down and after praying and burning all the offerings we dug into the awesome feast & drank Tiger at the parking lot... it was like a picnic, we talked and laughed and held our beer cans high as we toasted to safety and good tidings to come... The food was great, the drinks aplenty. We were the best team there & we knew it, we were on top of the world~

i left for class feeling buzzed and warm from the booze... late as usual but i was quickly forgiven~ had an interesting photo shoot by the lifts after class and reached home with the intent to complete my Public Relations Essay but was just even more confused about wad i was suppose to do~

this pretty much carried on till the next day as i fumbled with a suitable topic to write about, from Health Care to Propaganda... my mind was all over the place~

superdog-ed with ivan before headin to Queens and had the the most amusing conversation with iqbal on the way back bout gay dudes and the hotness lvl of afros after headin to sheng song to scout for sport-aid prices with chris~

lizzy called a few mins after i got home to help with my essay. we talked into the night & after hearing all her insight i must say, a clearer picture's been painted for me. In light of that, i think i now know what i'm suppose to do & i can't thank her enough :)

woke up early this morning and had half of my sister's egg sandwich before attempting to continue with the paper but decided i'd blog abit first for the hell of it~

there's a can of Double Mocha Nescafe hidden at the back of the fridge i've been saving for the right occasion, think i'd need to use it today...

enjoy ur weekend folks~

Revelry~

i woke up really early this morning... had a rather violent dream which disrupted my slumber, but it wasn't scary or anything like that...

i could feel myself tossing around in bed for abit. First thought that came to my mind when i woke up was 'WTF' because it was a really nonsensical dream, i can't even remember wad it was about except that it was really weird and there was a Horse~

finished bathing and got dress before six so i stoned around the house abit... made tea and cut a slab of Pandan Swiss Roll from the fridge. It was nice having the time to have breakfast before heading out, usually i'd be rushing to work the moment i got outt've bed.

its nice to finally enjoy a morning before sunrise to myself~

popped by the mini-mart downstairs to grab some lemon drops before strolling over to the bus stop... it reached just as i arrived to board it~

i wasn't surprised to see it only had like 2 people inside...

"i'm early today.."

i kept tellin myself that.. or maybe it was everyone else who was late.... and we're all actually slaves to a race of machines livin' in a virtual world~

i reached the flight at 7.30am.
work was rather subjective, but i had fun hanging out with my friends. We got released early thanks to the great one's leadership & got home just before six feeling totally exhausted...

i really need to get my priorities straightened out... there's so much to do and although this morning started out great, the week's endeavors have only just began to emerge~

the days leading up to the October will be taxing but at least I've got something to look forward at the week's end :)



and thats all i have to say today so,
good night~