epiphany deux~

the rain this morning was a great addition to my morning... even though it didn't contribute much to decreasing the weather's humidity, at least it cleared out the clouds washed away some in the bad juju of the land~

left for the base at 9am instead of the usual 6.30am cause of the shift changes... which was great, all work should begin at 9 if u ask me... people shouldn't even be allowed to wake up if the sun hasn't even done so yet....

Eden wore his sexy tee today to attempt to seduce me... i wasn't allured -_- i think he misses me too much since i havent been out training with them for the past few days.. the dynamic duo wasn't at its full potential~ he's gotta learn to quit given me too many gay vibes.. him and his crazy eyebrowns~

Sau Ming took me to the Cucumber patch at the other end of the fields... there werent much harvest left.. just the few~ we sat on the mountain of rock n stone n talked before shawn n jH came over with the metal rod of DOOM informing us of their capture of a mythical red cricket the size of yr palm...

towards the source we ran... an empty first aid kit was were the creature laid huddled at the corner of the red crossed container~ Expired packets of Bandages where scattered all over the ground, i retrieved one n attempted to mummify winson with one of the lengthy linen... however, it quickly backfired onto me n i soon found myself being jumped by my 10 other teammates...

the battle was on, 10 vs 1... the 1st few to lead the assault were jH & eden... then Rajan came from the back n subdued my arms... i thrashed about wildly using mostly momentum and their weights against them. i'd manage to escape for a while onli to be pounced by another... this went on for a good 5 mins... i fought a good fight but alas, there were just too many...

being finally pinned down by Sau Ming's face sleeper hold, i resisted to my last breath... the final invasion left me shoeless on one foot and tied from head to toe, bounded at arms n feet in the taut fabric...

had SM "bankai-ed" me then n there i would've hurled for sure lol... they carried me to the bench n timed my escape while setting the loose ends of the knots on fire as thought they were fuse wires~

as cruel as it sounds, i had a great day :)

the bloated frog found at the end was an addition too, but there wasn't much time for (toad)baseball then... so we digressed n headed back to flight~

weather's still a potential for contracting mad cow... i'd advise everyone to refrain from dawning any form of apparel as a precaution against heat injuries~




seriously thought, take off all your clothes...




-fin-

epiphany~

the guy's plucked some baby cucumbers growing at the training grounds in the afternoon when i was back at the flight doing FOS duty...

at least thats wad it looked like...
a cucumber...

could've been a pickle or something else, i dunno~

sau ming tricked me into eating one of them... he said it was really sweet & everyone else had already tried it but me.

i took a bite... it tasted bitter, like a toad~

i threw the remainder into the trash n went to check out wad everyone else was doing...

the weather's horrid, it feels like ur having a fever constantly.... i believe further exposure to it will onli induce further risk of developing Mad Cow~



i do not wish to have mad cow...




-fin-

tanked~

me: dude im bored, we gotta hang out...
Stuart: yeah? wad u wanna do?
me: i dunno man.. wad's on the list?
Stuart: ehh, u wanna go donate blood?
me: errr... yeah okay~

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me: wad colour bandage u getting?
Stuart: im gettin the white one, looks cool...
me: i want the purple one...
Stuart: Purple one's gay..
me: ur gay.
Stuart: shut up n get the white one...
me: i dont wanna have the same colour as u, tats double gay~
Stuart: fine, then get purple one.
Nurse: hello, which colour u want?
me: umm, yeah... i'll take the white one~

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me: so how many lives u think we just saved?
Stuart: i dunno, i'd be happy just to save one.
me: i think i saved 3.
Stuart: why 3?
me: cause its 3~
Stuart: huh?
me: yeah...
Stuart: right.
me: wad are we doing at Marine Parade again?








fuck me~

before knowing~

gawd damn i luv "thinker" movies...

i love how they make u feel... like, at the end of it how u'd wonder if whether or not that particular event may ever occur in real life... and if it did, whether u'd react any differently... whether u'd still be the same person~

i luv how it can take u to places ur mind would never thought to imagine, different scenarios of past n present "could-haves" & "what-ifs"... it plays back n forth in ur mind even after the show... & still keeps u wondering days after~

i love the stimulation it gives me~
i love thinker movies... some ppl think it might be boring but i always feel smarter once i leave the theater after watching one~

sometimes the most scariest things that can be portrayed in movies are just detailed reflections of things that happen everyday in the real world~

which is why i guess i never did have a liking for the horror genre, cause even though ghosts n zombies can be scary, theres nothing more terrifying then whats already happening in the world today~

the "thinkers" & the "talkers"... i love movies like tat~
either have an elaborate, new & realistic concept for a movie or one with a great script with ideas and perspectives on life and love for me to wanna watch it in the big screen~

but hey, the occasional "shoot'em up" shows are still cool too :)

foiegras & xiao long baos

i wanna learn a language... a different language.
i wanna be able to speak it with the up most of fluency, be able to write, spell & read every intricate stroke & character of its literature...
be it French, or even Mandarin for that matter... especially Mandarin -_-

its hard living in singapore n not being able to communicate with more than 80% of the population. Its frustrating... and frankly, sometimes i wish i wasn't so "ang mor pai".

I'm Asian, i was born in Asia, n even though i don't really like the lifestyle here, its still part of my heritage n i wish to cultivate that which makes it uniquely oriental about living on the Eastern Continents...

i wanna embrace its culture and i want my kids to practice it as well... from my point of view, i think language makes up more than half of the lifestyle. The more Mandarin u speak, Mandarin more cheena your gonna be... & vice versa~

i tried speakin chinese for a day when i was still in poly once... drove everybody crazy... but i think my mandarin's improved reasonably after enlisting.. well sort of, maybe my friend would beg to differ~

be that as it may, i still wanna keep improving... im leavin alot of doors locked by not being able to converse in our country's "national language". But to be honest, i dont even know where to start...

Channel 8 perhaps?
or maybe at K-box...

imma start saying "wei?" instead of "Hello" when i pick up the phone next time... maybe it'll start a trend...



-peace-