nothing changes~

u know... its not like i didnt study for it, its not like i didnt cared and just fooled around during the study week... i made an effort, i did my revision.. and

what happens?

the questions i study for didnt even come out in the paper... wat's worst is its a re-take, so if i flunk im out-_-

maybe if i hadnt studied or just fooled around the entire week, uknow... then maybe i might not feel so guilty about not doing so well since i didnt even bother... but thing is, i did...

the past week was one of the longest n most nerve-racking week i've had... the fear, it just keeps me up every night~

im soo tired...

i thought today it would all be over, and the minute i stepped outta that room, the air would feel fresher, the grass would look greener, that a great weight would have been lifted from my shoulders.... and i would feel just an ounce freedom~

i walked out of my classroom and the air was just as damp... the grass was just as dull... and i felt nothing.... nothing had changed at all~

caught "Internal Affairs" with rick at the sch lib... i finally get to compare between the 2 films.. that & "The Departed" of course... Leonardo was better~

got home at around 4... felt like shit the whole day... sore throat + cold... the constant sneezing and having to clear my throat every 2 secs is soo not cool~

im just sooo tired...

oh hey... did u know, if you see someone doing something, but he's paying attention to you instead... then his a cop~

chinese-ness~

netfund exam was quite okay actually... i did study for it but the paper was hard... so i dont really feel guilty about not being able to do some off it, but i think i'll be able to clear it~

wanted to go some shady karaoke place at katong to audition ourselves for lead singer of our hopeless band... but after going thru all the back-alleys to find the damn place, they were closing soon so we decided to go k-box instead, figured singin acouple of ching-chong-chang songs wouldnt be so hard...

how bad could it be? "wo ai ni, ni ai wo~" tats pretty much about it... but the situation was extremely gay since it was 6 guys going into a karaoke place~ we all huddled at a corner n discussed hu should go talk to the counter girl... it was like going into a brotel or something~

at least we had 2 chinese speaking ppl in our group... n practically everything in there was in chinese... the tv remote, the signs on the walls... we would have stoned there without a translator...

but at least there were english songs... but oh how horrid the music videos were... almost everytime the video would have no relation to the song...

Queen's "Bohemien Rhapsody" had a sadistic kid that stuck this G.I Joe into a toaster & headless ken & barbie dolls dancing nude while the crazy kid faints infront of a tree~

& enrique iglesias's "Hero" had scenes of the MRT, ppl sailing in boats & an old man sitting in his living room pointing at his shelf like some sorta documentary... (it may very will be one, they'd probably took some old film n just threw in the song) the least u could do would be to maybe make a pretty girl walk around or something... at least that would make SOME sense -_-~

the onli songs which had the original MTV as the Karaoke one were the chinese songs...

now, the thing i learnt tat day about chinese pop culture is tat...

1. They still use the ancient china kinda chinese for the lyrics of the song... so all i could interpret was the basic nouns like the "I", "And", "When" and the numbers -_-

2. from the time he started singin till 2007, jay chou has produced a thousand albums with a total of 1 million songs n their all found at kbox~

3. Hebe, that girl from the S.H.E is actually kinda hot...

4. we're never singing chinese songs ever again~

the whole thing costed a bomb not to mention how extremely gay it was... never going back there again, its not the place for ppl like us....

still lookin for a long hair-ed drummer & a female lead vocal... if u see our flyers in sch, please dont rip them down~


much obliged :)

we built this city on rock n' roll~

im never eating fast food again for like... a year -_-~
studying in Macdonalds is horrid... fries after fries... a double cheese then the Strawberry Sunde followed by nuggets & more unhealthy crap... gawd~

damn u corporate America and ur damn fast food outlets.... -.-

the issue with the whole BAND thing kept coming back in our discussions....
first off we still need a drummer & we were thinkin of stickin a lil flyer in design sch which said..

"LOOKING FOR DRUMMER TO PLAY OLDIES MUSIC~ PLEASE CONTACT...."

But then we realised that we sucked & having a kick ass drummer would just make the rest of us look bad, so we decided that it should most likely say...

"LOOKIN FOR DRUMMER WHO PLAYS LIKE CRAP BUT CAN STILL MANAGE TO HOLD A REASONABLE BEAT TO PLAY OLDIES MUSIC~ PLEASE CONTACT...."

so, if anyone's like tat, WE WANT YOU!

then the other thing was wad songs to play n wad to call the god damn band... n seeing tat we're playing shit from the 60s-90s and other hotel lobby cum elevator music, we'd probably not gonna get much fans besides the old uncles & aunties :(

eddy's always complaining how the bassist never gets laid, but hell, if we're playin disco, none of us are gonna get the chicks.... then theres the whole discussion about whether to play modern stuff from the chilli peppers or click five, but none of us can sing shit like tat...

so our so called "band" has pretty much gone to shit~ but we haff to make it work~

gotta get a job during the holidays...
need like a thousand buck if im gonna get inked~
haff to get mom's name tattooed before her birthday...

oldies~

went to kfc, to study with vic, edd & andrew but had a huge conversation about disco music and oldies from the 60s-90s~ from the ballads of Frank Sinatra & Tony Bennitt, to the corny yet romantic tunes of "Lets get it on" by Marvin Gaye~

The 60s was cool i guess... then came "Saturday NIght Fever" and the Bee Gees, but im not really into Disco~ i've been introduced to awhole other genre of music n its really cool... not many ppl can appreciate the quality music of the 70s or even 80s~

From "Chicago" to "Earth, Wind & Fire".... the stuff we were talking about could've easily appead to a 40 year old uncle -_- but its kinda cool that they like shit like this.. so kudos~

oldies are cool, but im stickin to the chili peppers and john mayer~




now tell me this shit isnt romantic :)

bad day, bad day, bad day~

i woke up at 3am last night for no reason, feeling all sweaty n afraid, terrified even... i dont remember having a bad dream or anything like tat... but i was really spooked...

so spooked infact that i went to take a shower... at 3 in the morning-_-.. cause i was genuinely scared... and for what, i dont even know... i just remembered tat while i was takin my bath in my half-awoken state, i kept thinkin about the exams n shit...

the paper today was... it was awful... i didnt know anything and the weather didnt make things any better... it was freezing in there~

half the time i wanted to leave cause i knew failure was inevitable and the cold was piercingly painful, but i had to stay.... i wrote line after line of made-up programming codes and bullshit theories that, to a person hu never learnt the subject before would probably believe i knew wad i was writing... but to someone hu did, it would'nt make any sense at all~

At some point, i leaned back onto my seat and clapsed my hands together to gather warmth... then, well... i sorta began praying-_-~

i was making deals inexchange for a passing grade for the paper.... after which i laughed at myself for doing it...

i havent prayed in years...~
must be the drugs messin with my head....

after the paper, i rushed to the bus stop to get a fix... it was really cold, the cigarette helped, but i cursed myself later for doing it~

im afraid... i dont know if, i'd be able to clear the rest of my papers...
bah, whatever -_-~





gawd i hate engineering...
*lights another cig~

imma striker, yes i am~

soccer was cool, goal keeper+striker+defender all in one...im the best player in the world :)

gonna head to ari's place tomoro hang out n make music... gives me an excuse to bring regina~ out tomoro:) plus, thursday's are the days i get to see tanktop girL~ so kudos... then i could look all cool n stuff holdin my guitar ho ho~

iwanna go to boston & california & aussie...
iwanna touch snow & surf & breathe something foreign, experience something different~

cant do any of tat here ...
haff to get outta here, haff to leave or lizard people will eat me~

i hope i get to see her tomoro... but if i say i wanna see her u wont let me... so im not going to...
but i want to -_-..


gawd, she's beautiful~

haff to...~

came to sch for 1 lesson since the rest where cancelled... got 15/20 for dynamics, so kudos to that... was gonna go swimming but god found out so he made it rain -_-

caught Rush Hour III with the turds, it was cool...
soccer tomoro since i got no sch...

i've been thinkin about her the whole day...

haff to study for exams...
haff to kill enrique iglesias....
haff to find tank top girL~

haff too~


"If you feelin like a pimp n*gga, go on brush your shoulders off~"

random ass day~

was gonna go swimmin today, but then it rained... so tat sucked -_-
stoned at home pretty much the whole day playin "Californication" & "Under the bridge" on my guitar & watchin re-runs of the spongebob + the powerpuff girls on youtube...

i made a new friend today too....
her name's Cassy and she plays the imaginary guitar~
by day, a mild mannered student but by night, a ruthless killer of rabbits...

Cassy the bunnie hunter, sticks pencils in their glowing red eyes, skins their faces and eats their brains~!!!!! OH THE HORROR! THE HUMANITY!!!

but other than that she's pretty sweet... weird, but sweet... :)

rick showed me this old sch japanese version of Spider-man from the 1970s.... its uber lame... apparently he drives a car and owns a mega-zord which he uses to protect the world from the evil M.O.E(wadever tat stands for, since in the whole show they never said wad the hell the acronyms stood for-_- ) from doing reasearch on naked babies... ho ho~

here's the 1st episode dubbed in english... enjoy~






"look at that guy crawling the walls..."
"SPIDER MAN!!"

u gotta love the japanese :)~

yes=no, no=yes~

today is a very SPECIAL day, a very SPECIAL day indeed~
its non-other than our GREAT nation's day of independence! Our country's national day~

and i must say, i LOVE my country... oh yes, i reeeallly reaallly LOVE this country. This tiny ass island, oh yes indeed.. i LOVE it sooo~
I LOVE how everyone here is so FRIENDLY & KIND, how we have so much FUN living together like one big HAPPY-ass family~

i LOVE the foood, i LOVE the sights, the sea, the weather... i LOVE its FINE education establishments and EXCELLENT standard of living. Everyone is sooo HAPPY living in this WONDEROUS country we call home... afterall, we're all ever so PATRIOTIC... everyone of us~

and theres SOOO much things to do here too, oh yes! we're NEVER bored :) we live our lives to the FULLEST everyday... we pity those hu go thru routine after routine never taking a moment to have fun, never taking a moment to enjoy... we pity those hu spend every moment of their lives workin, studying, never enjoying... oh no, here everyone ENJOYS & everyone is HAPPY~

i especially LOVE how democractic and FREE this country is, everyone has a say in everything, we run the country as one people and one nation. its NOT like the goverment makes all the decisions for us, oh no... it doesnt matter wad we say, it'd be taken into consideration, i mean... its NOT like we'd go to jail for speaking our minds... onli a fucked up country would do tat wouldnt u agree?

but Ooh no, not this country... everyone's opinion is ALWAYS taken into consideration. Did i mention how much i LOOOVE this place?

well i doo.. i really... reeeeeeeeeeealllly do... -_-
i LOVEE my country & i hope i stay here forever~





happy 40th.. or 42th... wadever... ~

scary man~

i made a kid cry today...
i think im goin to hell~

he just popped outta nowhere n bumped into me...
then i was like,

"DAMMIT KID WATCH WHERE THE F*CK UR GOING!!!!"

no, not really i just stared at him... then he ... then he just started wailing and shit -.-

i mean, wad do u do? when... something like tat happens... i started to wonder if i did something wrong but, i didnt.. he ran in to me~ and its not like he was hurt or anything since he didnt fall down, he just got nudged back when he crashed into me.

so like, there i was... was this cryin kid infront of me... then i was like....

me: "kid, wth... stop cryin~"
kid: *sob sob
me: "what's wrong wit chu man i din do nothin!!"
kid: *wails louder~
me: "kid, if u dont shut the f*ck up right now, imma gonna have ta whoop yo ass."
kid: "WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!"

so, then i let him have it... and tat was tat~
took off b4 anyone saw me...
crazy-ass cryin kid had it commin...

well, wad really happened was his mom came in n grabbed him then she just laughed as though the whole thing was just silly, then i smiled back and carried on my merry way...

but, i mean... i just made a kid cry... but kids cry all the time right? no big deal~ yet i still wonder... am i tat scary? that kids cry when they see me?

makin a kid cry is not fun... well, yeah.. sometimes its fun.. but i dont take pleasure in doing it.... hmm... okay sometimes i do.... but tats not the point~
bottomline is tat its just not cool to make children cry no matter wad...

i guess im just bothered by that... who would've thought something rather insignificant can have such an affect my perception of myself around others~

i look in the mirror n i see a geeky fella hu doesnt give a rat's ass wad the world thinks of him... but, maybe... i should just... tone down the terror a lil... hmm....


i like kids... not enough to wanna eat them though~
they dont taste very good anyways -_-

lil matchstick girL~ part 3

hi, sorry i took so long... here's the links to the first two parts if u forgot the story~ enjoy...
part I
part II

the moon loomed
the night, haunting
the wind frenzied~

huge, dizzying, clumps of snow fell through the air.... patches of white against an iron-grey sky, snow that touches ur tongue with cold and winter, that kisses ur face with its hesitant touch b4 fre3zin you to death...

inches upon inches of snow buried the land... creating a fairy-tale world & makin everything unrecognizably beautiful....

the lil matchstick girL~ laid motionless on the gravel floor.... spent matches surrounded her lusterless body~

a lil boy and his father were makin their way home from the florist... he wanted to surprize his mother with a bouquet of Lilacs on new year's...

the boy flaunted the flowers to everyone he met on the way... he hand-picked each one himself and was excited to see the look on his mother's face~
they passsed an alley and the boy halted his father...

"hello lil girl... arent these flowers pretty? im giving them to my mother for new year's eve, she'd be so delighted."

the lil girL~ remained silent....

curious, the boy gestured for his father to inspect her...
she was cold as death.... her clothes were torn, her skin, pruned & shrivilled
...

she was dead...

the father gasped, but remained calm.. he didnt want to frighten his son.... he surveyed the area and found the burnt-out matches....

"she was... trying to warm herself... " he muttered~

the lil boy kneeled beside the lil matchstick girL~ tilting his lil head to one side, he gazed at her face... her eyes were closed and she was pale blue... but there, on her lips...

she was, smiling...
the boy smiled too~

"she's pretty" said the boy to his father...
then he he plucked a Lilac from his mother's bouquet and placed it in her cold, cold hands....

"lets go son, ur mother's waiting..."
the boy stood up & brushed his knees. He took his father's hand, and they walked on..


the moon was still..
the night, mourned...
the wind blew no more~


~End~





im gonna, dedicated this to my mom.... so yeah..
oOh, and kudos to Mr Hans Christian Andersen~



cheers~

i like girLs~

i was, sitting in the middle of the business school canteen this afternoon, just havin a drink with my friends... and, just, simply sitting there made me feel really blissfuL~

it was cause of all the girLs~
and yeah, i dont know how to say this n not sound like a pervert but its true...

i really miss having female contact -_- being in engineering school is like a curse tat cant be lifted... like Rapunzel stuck in a tower or the frog prince not being human... its deprived me one of man's greatest pleasures tat is indefinatly, a heR~

i miss girLs :( its been so long since i've spent time with one... since i've made one laugh~ i miss their smiles and their perky-ness, i miss the their sashay and the way they flick their hair... the way they laugh and the silly antics they do...

i luv how tranquil they can make u feel just by looking at them, and how they make u loose ur composure when they notice u checkin them out~ i miss suggling and holding them near... i miss the beautiful scent of their hair and the innocence in their adorable eyes~

but most of all...
i miss the conversations i have with them~

nothing turns me on more than having a honest and flirtful conversation with a girL~

oOh, its been ever sooo long since i've had a nice chat with one...
rick told me i should start learning to speak Mandarin again to be able to converse with people of "ching-chong-chang" nature.... & i think it does kinda make sense since i've always wanted to learn 2nd language but i never thought about RE-learning my original MT~

besides, i've spent my whole life conversing in English, if i were to dedicate one day speakin onli chinese, it would be rather exciting....

so yeeeah, im gonna do it.. once i get the basics 1st... but im gonna try tat... Mandarin to me still sucks, but the ablilty to be billingual really appeals to me, guess i should start learnin my ABCs & 123s again -_- pfft~


this oughta be fun :)


zai zian (if thats even how u spell it...)

*bangs gong~

i like music~

yes i do~

wonderful wonderful weather~

ho ho~
im so cold, and i luv it :)

wonderful wonderful weather makes my skin tingle and gives me a reason to wear my beanie to school.... plus i luv the songs i just put in my ipod, their the kind u'd listen to on a rainy day so yeeah~

kfc-ed at jared's place the other day with vic,andrew & ed~ Panthera kept attacking me... mauled my hands till he drew blood -_- crazy ass cat.... cable tv is really cool too, theres so many shows to watch.... stoned at his place & watched sitcom after sitcom on starworld...

kudos~

been tryin to complete the story book im readin now, but im barely half way thru... gotta really just dedicate a day to just sit down quietly and read the damn thing~ everyday spent in sch just makes me feel more anti-engine... i get the feelin my destiny's already set... tat god's screwing me over at the very end and theres nothin i can do to change it....

but on a lighter note, get a load of this awsome rain we're havin !
wonderful wonderful weather indeed~ :)




Spider-Pig...
Spider-Pig.....
does wadever a Spider-Pig does~

thoughts~

i've been thinkin alot about alot of things today... sch onli lasted 5hrs and the gym was closed so i headed home pretty early...

the weather...
ooh the weather~

waking up to such a cold morning almost made me feel like i was in another country... i felt so mellow... it was nice~

i took a nap right away when i got home... woke up, had a smoke by the corridor while readin my book... and all this while i was in deep thought thinking about.. about everything really... my life, my future... about family & friends...

with the weather soo fine, i just had to go sit on a park bench n ponder over the woes of life.... but i was no where near the park so i just stoned on the couch~

the point is, i realised.... no amount of planning or structuring can ever prepare u for what's to come.... that, who u are and what u do now, won't really matter once u've passed that stage of life~

i realised, tat, its all about the here and the now... about, taking chances and ultimatly just being urself, in whatever u do~ it doesnt matter wad people think, it doesnt have to be the right thing to do, its just, knowing that u made tat choice and stuck with it....

friends come and go, but thats fine... life goes on... u may despise ur family, u may hate them, (and i do hate my family...) but at the end of the day all u want is for them to come home~

waiting is, by far the hardest thing to do.... that, & not knowing... its scary to not know. But ignorance is bliss~ spare urself...

and yes, it does pay to wait... having the fortitude to wait patiently for something u really want, and when it does come..... theres no greater feeling in the world~


i guess, wad im trying to tell myself.. is to just, not think so much about stuff and just go for it... so what if things dont work out, shit happens, not the end of the world~ take that weight of ur shoulders and stop worrying about things tat may or may not even happen... u never know what would happen if u'd just try~



hmmmmm...


todays a good day~

& im feeling good~

i luv spending my weekends alone just chillin in my room, having the whole house to myself.... its so peaceful and quiet... plus this morning was uber cold cause of the rain... woke up feelin ever so mellow... oOh, dont u just luv it :)

im feelin gd today... think its cause of all those dragonslaying sessions tats been making me more refreshed... but my body still hurts like hell though... i'll get used to it i guess...

playin James Morrison on a rainy day is so romantic.... gamed a lil then went to read my book by the open door~ If onli i had a lawn to lie down on... that would be really cool~

i want a cat for my birthday... i've decided to go get one and screw the mother since she never listens to me anyway... but im afraid i'd kill it... so... its still a 50/50 thing...

things are gonna be alright...
the rain's here & im having a "feeling"...
yeeah.... things are gonna be alright~


"whoa oOh, we're so miserable and stunnnnnning,
whooOoa ohh, luv songs for the genuinely cunNNing~ "

down with the dragons~

this morning on the bus ride to sch, i witnessed one of the most beautiful changes in the weather.... i was in the bus on the way to sch, the air was extremely cool and the sky was looming... it wasnt one of those "wow-i-think-its-gonna-rain-soon" kind of darkness, it was more like a "nail-the-door's-&-windows-shut-theres-a-storm-coming" kinda dark...

as the bus drove further, the sky grew so dark it felt like evening~ and then slowly but surely lil sprinkles of water fell n soon it began to pour.... i've always luved the rain, but usually it just rains & u dont really see it happen infront of u.... tats wats so cool about it :)

i swear its the simple things tats worth living for.... it was the perfect start to my day~

i bought a new lip stud the other day, a ring one.... but its really tight and constrains me from eating fast or saying words tat start with a "P" like... "potato" or "pommergrante" ... im probably just gonna make it into an earring instead~

fought dragons with the turds after sch... sloppy's been running non-stop like a horse and eating fruits n shit to loose weight... plus with his new emo pants and shoes... we were wondering wat was goin on... then the other day he said he wanted to cut his hair.. and that was the last straw... we knew then tat there could onli be 1 reason tat would make slops change so much... and tats non-other than the Power of Love~

Princess slopprah, hu lives n a castle on candy mountain with purple hair as long as Rapunzel's~ its a pity he wont tell us where to find her... so we as friends decided to help him out by placing his profile on channel U's "Hey! Gorgeous" beauty contest shit~

SUPRIZE U FEG!!!

hopefully Princess Slopprah will find u and come forth.... if not we'd have a great laugh~ So all please vote for him at http://u.mediacorptv.com/hey/


"iM sOoOOo cuTE de, coOL worX ; ) evERyoNE pLs voTe 4 mE, coS i am sooOOoo {{{ kAwaii }}} neh! "

ho ho~ PRICELESS!!!

reading ftw~

school was cool today... the rain made my hair fellin all soft n suppel :) plus it was such a nice atmosphere to read my book in... i swear, i havent read a story book in ages and the other day i borrowed one from the lib... "American Gods" by the Neil Gaiman, author of the ever popular "Sandman" series (which is also found in the sch's library btw...)

anyway, i was like.. reading it during class & even brought it down for lunch... read even more while the turds were slackin at the lib~ its been really long since i read a book that i forgot the exquisite feeling tat reading gives u... the unique feeling of detaching urself from ur surroundings and granting u tat sensation of delightful personal confinement :)

ooh~ i luv it so...

however, i find tat its difficult to read when theres a particular voice or sound being broadcasted which... doesnt have to be lound per-say... but is significant enough to be distinguished by the surrounding noise or silence.....

like err... if ur in a canteen & ur trying to read, its possible to concentrate since the noise is of a constant tone of just streams of random noises... however in tat noisy enviroment, if someone in the next table happens to be talking loudly, u'd be distracted by their conversation n not be able to focus~

same goes with a place tats quiet... if ur reading in like.. a library or wadever and some prick next to u turns his music up so loud u can hear it thru his headphones, u wont be able to read~

so i conclude tat u can actually concentrate on reading anywhere really, just as long as it has a constant tone of noise in which ur brain can... like... get used to it and thus shut it out~

n its because of this kinky discovery tats just been amusing me all friggin day :)

and another thing for all u ladies out there, if ever a guy sends u a msg on myspace or friendster, or wadever fuck websites they got out there these days tat allow u to have some profile of urself put up on the internet, and he's just wants to get to know u cause he's seen u around sch b4 n just happens to think ur an interesting person and wants to be ur friend but has no means of communicating with u directly except thru this lame-o form of letter writing, please dont ignore his emails or shunn him off... tats just mean-_-

i mean come on, its not like he's gonna rape u or anything.. pleeease-_- damn all u conservative chinese girls, it sucks when u think every guy tat talks u to tat u dont know wants to get in ur pants... gawd i hate this country.... why is everyone so scared to be friendly?

unless of course the dude's a weirdo tat asks if he could have a lock of ur hair or shit like tat, then sure by all means-_- but now u'd gone n made things all weird n shit...

oh well mystery-girl-from-the-canteen-whom-i'd-probably-never-get-to-know-cause-u-never-replied-my-msg, if i ever see u again i'll probably just stare at u n make u feel uneasy cause now u think im creepy so i might as well act like a pervert -.-

but i guess i could understand all of ur reluctance.... afterall, 90% of all the guys out there hu would ask for ur no. on the street or wadever is probably wanting to get it on with u... but seriously... did u ever think that 1% just wants to be friends with u? to drink expensive tea & have conversations with u? of course u dont -_- cause u live in sg n the media has made u all narrow-minded & conservative...

hu knows, u'd probably like it... but if u dont take tat risk or have the guts to get into that car then its not really my loss either~ so there... -_-~




Fuck this Country & FucK Channel U....

THIS..IS...SPARTA!!!~

dragonslaying~

last night i had the best sleep in ages... woke up feeling rested n not tired.. which is really cool n all since getting enough sleep makes u feel alot better...hu knew excercise would make u feel more awake instead of tired~

went to gym with slops n vic after sch today. it was pretty cool.... i actually think we could pull this off. if we made dragon slaying a routine thing, we'd be beefy in no time... then, when im all hunky n shit, i'd totally kick the ass of any dude tat ever looks at me funny... ho ho~

bought a new pair of sports shoes too~ so kudos to tat...
yeeah tats it.. this post sounds so gay~ but wadever...

oh, one more thing...
fuck u magic 8-ball for ur crappy advice~

creepy-happy people~

u know i realised how boring my blog is becoming... its filled with alot of lame ass emo shit tats so gay i cant even believe i actually wrote shit like this -_-....

but i guess it cant be help since i've been really emo these past few days.... but thats gonna change....
yeeah... u know why? cause being emo sucks...

im gonna start being like those creepy-happy-people tat think positive and see the glass as half full or wadever....

im gonna be a weird-happy person from now on and creep the shit outta everyone since i'm always so damn pessimistic~ yeeah... how u like them apples now~

im gonna start listening to cheener music and wear happy-lookin clothes with smily faces on them then burn all my black T's... gonna start smiling more and... and being all perky and joyful....

im gonna start tickling my friends and singing them happy-songs and be as positive and borderline gay as can be because being emo SUCKS BALLS FROM A STRAW....

no longer will i mopped around and act like a druggy.... no, it stops today.... im gonna be all happy and perky and loving and scare the SHIT out of everyone hu knows me....

emo aaron is no more... no longer will my hair cover one of my eyes.. oh no...
from tomoro onwards...



im wearing pink :)