i hate sch... 4 weeks ago i couldn't wait to get back... but now its just such a drag... 3 days of 8am lessons a week... ending lessons at 5pm except for wednesday n friday....
plus with the term tests coming next week, everyone's rushing to the labs n libraries to do last minute stuff.... i spent the whole day runnin around like all the others, frantically trying to submit my shit in time...
went to the secret shop to get a pack of smokes... its been a weeks since i had a fix... but didnt have a lighter so i just waited till i got home...
its quite fasinating the wonderous properties of a cigarette... it not some wonderdrug tat magically takes all ur problems away... it just calms u down.... then theres all that crap about lung cancer and shit... well yeah smokin does kill... but so do the pesticides in the salads u eat... besides.. i think i'd die in some other manner, like... fallin off a cliff or something...
plus, i've been eating like a pregent woman these pass few days... i think its cause im dying~
anyway.. i guess should go study or something... its so not-cool to keep failing...
i wanna kill myself but i dont think god will let me...
dont know if SPCA is still on..... im afraid i might kill it or something...
but we could still go to look at the kitties if ur not too tired from camp :)
can someone buy me an ashtray... i just burnt the plastic cover of my book -_-
*stubbs out cig~
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