random ass day~

was gonna go swimmin today, but then it rained... so tat sucked -_-
stoned at home pretty much the whole day playin "Californication" & "Under the bridge" on my guitar & watchin re-runs of the spongebob + the powerpuff girls on youtube...

i made a new friend today too....
her name's Cassy and she plays the imaginary guitar~
by day, a mild mannered student but by night, a ruthless killer of rabbits...

Cassy the bunnie hunter, sticks pencils in their glowing red eyes, skins their faces and eats their brains~!!!!! OH THE HORROR! THE HUMANITY!!!

but other than that she's pretty sweet... weird, but sweet... :)

rick showed me this old sch japanese version of Spider-man from the 1970s.... its uber lame... apparently he drives a car and owns a mega-zord which he uses to protect the world from the evil M.O.E(wadever tat stands for, since in the whole show they never said wad the hell the acronyms stood for-_- ) from doing reasearch on naked babies... ho ho~

here's the 1st episode dubbed in english... enjoy~






"look at that guy crawling the walls..."
"SPIDER MAN!!"

u gotta love the japanese :)~

yes=no, no=yes~

today is a very SPECIAL day, a very SPECIAL day indeed~
its non-other than our GREAT nation's day of independence! Our country's national day~

and i must say, i LOVE my country... oh yes, i reeeallly reaallly LOVE this country. This tiny ass island, oh yes indeed.. i LOVE it sooo~
I LOVE how everyone here is so FRIENDLY & KIND, how we have so much FUN living together like one big HAPPY-ass family~

i LOVE the foood, i LOVE the sights, the sea, the weather... i LOVE its FINE education establishments and EXCELLENT standard of living. Everyone is sooo HAPPY living in this WONDEROUS country we call home... afterall, we're all ever so PATRIOTIC... everyone of us~

and theres SOOO much things to do here too, oh yes! we're NEVER bored :) we live our lives to the FULLEST everyday... we pity those hu go thru routine after routine never taking a moment to have fun, never taking a moment to enjoy... we pity those hu spend every moment of their lives workin, studying, never enjoying... oh no, here everyone ENJOYS & everyone is HAPPY~

i especially LOVE how democractic and FREE this country is, everyone has a say in everything, we run the country as one people and one nation. its NOT like the goverment makes all the decisions for us, oh no... it doesnt matter wad we say, it'd be taken into consideration, i mean... its NOT like we'd go to jail for speaking our minds... onli a fucked up country would do tat wouldnt u agree?

but Ooh no, not this country... everyone's opinion is ALWAYS taken into consideration. Did i mention how much i LOOOVE this place?

well i doo.. i really... reeeeeeeeeeealllly do... -_-
i LOVEE my country & i hope i stay here forever~





happy 40th.. or 42th... wadever... ~

scary man~

i made a kid cry today...
i think im goin to hell~

he just popped outta nowhere n bumped into me...
then i was like,

"DAMMIT KID WATCH WHERE THE F*CK UR GOING!!!!"

no, not really i just stared at him... then he ... then he just started wailing and shit -.-

i mean, wad do u do? when... something like tat happens... i started to wonder if i did something wrong but, i didnt.. he ran in to me~ and its not like he was hurt or anything since he didnt fall down, he just got nudged back when he crashed into me.

so like, there i was... was this cryin kid infront of me... then i was like....

me: "kid, wth... stop cryin~"
kid: *sob sob
me: "what's wrong wit chu man i din do nothin!!"
kid: *wails louder~
me: "kid, if u dont shut the f*ck up right now, imma gonna have ta whoop yo ass."
kid: "WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!"

so, then i let him have it... and tat was tat~
took off b4 anyone saw me...
crazy-ass cryin kid had it commin...

well, wad really happened was his mom came in n grabbed him then she just laughed as though the whole thing was just silly, then i smiled back and carried on my merry way...

but, i mean... i just made a kid cry... but kids cry all the time right? no big deal~ yet i still wonder... am i tat scary? that kids cry when they see me?

makin a kid cry is not fun... well, yeah.. sometimes its fun.. but i dont take pleasure in doing it.... hmm... okay sometimes i do.... but tats not the point~
bottomline is tat its just not cool to make children cry no matter wad...

i guess im just bothered by that... who would've thought something rather insignificant can have such an affect my perception of myself around others~

i look in the mirror n i see a geeky fella hu doesnt give a rat's ass wad the world thinks of him... but, maybe... i should just... tone down the terror a lil... hmm....


i like kids... not enough to wanna eat them though~
they dont taste very good anyways -_-

lil matchstick girL~ part 3

hi, sorry i took so long... here's the links to the first two parts if u forgot the story~ enjoy...
part I
part II

the moon loomed
the night, haunting
the wind frenzied~

huge, dizzying, clumps of snow fell through the air.... patches of white against an iron-grey sky, snow that touches ur tongue with cold and winter, that kisses ur face with its hesitant touch b4 fre3zin you to death...

inches upon inches of snow buried the land... creating a fairy-tale world & makin everything unrecognizably beautiful....

the lil matchstick girL~ laid motionless on the gravel floor.... spent matches surrounded her lusterless body~

a lil boy and his father were makin their way home from the florist... he wanted to surprize his mother with a bouquet of Lilacs on new year's...

the boy flaunted the flowers to everyone he met on the way... he hand-picked each one himself and was excited to see the look on his mother's face~
they passsed an alley and the boy halted his father...

"hello lil girl... arent these flowers pretty? im giving them to my mother for new year's eve, she'd be so delighted."

the lil girL~ remained silent....

curious, the boy gestured for his father to inspect her...
she was cold as death.... her clothes were torn, her skin, pruned & shrivilled
...

she was dead...

the father gasped, but remained calm.. he didnt want to frighten his son.... he surveyed the area and found the burnt-out matches....

"she was... trying to warm herself... " he muttered~

the lil boy kneeled beside the lil matchstick girL~ tilting his lil head to one side, he gazed at her face... her eyes were closed and she was pale blue... but there, on her lips...

she was, smiling...
the boy smiled too~

"she's pretty" said the boy to his father...
then he he plucked a Lilac from his mother's bouquet and placed it in her cold, cold hands....

"lets go son, ur mother's waiting..."
the boy stood up & brushed his knees. He took his father's hand, and they walked on..


the moon was still..
the night, mourned...
the wind blew no more~


~End~





im gonna, dedicated this to my mom.... so yeah..
oOh, and kudos to Mr Hans Christian Andersen~



cheers~

i like girLs~

i was, sitting in the middle of the business school canteen this afternoon, just havin a drink with my friends... and, just, simply sitting there made me feel really blissfuL~

it was cause of all the girLs~
and yeah, i dont know how to say this n not sound like a pervert but its true...

i really miss having female contact -_- being in engineering school is like a curse tat cant be lifted... like Rapunzel stuck in a tower or the frog prince not being human... its deprived me one of man's greatest pleasures tat is indefinatly, a heR~

i miss girLs :( its been so long since i've spent time with one... since i've made one laugh~ i miss their smiles and their perky-ness, i miss the their sashay and the way they flick their hair... the way they laugh and the silly antics they do...

i luv how tranquil they can make u feel just by looking at them, and how they make u loose ur composure when they notice u checkin them out~ i miss suggling and holding them near... i miss the beautiful scent of their hair and the innocence in their adorable eyes~

but most of all...
i miss the conversations i have with them~

nothing turns me on more than having a honest and flirtful conversation with a girL~

oOh, its been ever sooo long since i've had a nice chat with one...
rick told me i should start learning to speak Mandarin again to be able to converse with people of "ching-chong-chang" nature.... & i think it does kinda make sense since i've always wanted to learn 2nd language but i never thought about RE-learning my original MT~

besides, i've spent my whole life conversing in English, if i were to dedicate one day speakin onli chinese, it would be rather exciting....

so yeeeah, im gonna do it.. once i get the basics 1st... but im gonna try tat... Mandarin to me still sucks, but the ablilty to be billingual really appeals to me, guess i should start learnin my ABCs & 123s again -_- pfft~


this oughta be fun :)


zai zian (if thats even how u spell it...)

*bangs gong~

i like music~

yes i do~

wonderful wonderful weather~

ho ho~
im so cold, and i luv it :)

wonderful wonderful weather makes my skin tingle and gives me a reason to wear my beanie to school.... plus i luv the songs i just put in my ipod, their the kind u'd listen to on a rainy day so yeeah~

kfc-ed at jared's place the other day with vic,andrew & ed~ Panthera kept attacking me... mauled my hands till he drew blood -_- crazy ass cat.... cable tv is really cool too, theres so many shows to watch.... stoned at his place & watched sitcom after sitcom on starworld...

kudos~

been tryin to complete the story book im readin now, but im barely half way thru... gotta really just dedicate a day to just sit down quietly and read the damn thing~ everyday spent in sch just makes me feel more anti-engine... i get the feelin my destiny's already set... tat god's screwing me over at the very end and theres nothin i can do to change it....

but on a lighter note, get a load of this awsome rain we're havin !
wonderful wonderful weather indeed~ :)




Spider-Pig...
Spider-Pig.....
does wadever a Spider-Pig does~

thoughts~

i've been thinkin alot about alot of things today... sch onli lasted 5hrs and the gym was closed so i headed home pretty early...

the weather...
ooh the weather~

waking up to such a cold morning almost made me feel like i was in another country... i felt so mellow... it was nice~

i took a nap right away when i got home... woke up, had a smoke by the corridor while readin my book... and all this while i was in deep thought thinking about.. about everything really... my life, my future... about family & friends...

with the weather soo fine, i just had to go sit on a park bench n ponder over the woes of life.... but i was no where near the park so i just stoned on the couch~

the point is, i realised.... no amount of planning or structuring can ever prepare u for what's to come.... that, who u are and what u do now, won't really matter once u've passed that stage of life~

i realised, tat, its all about the here and the now... about, taking chances and ultimatly just being urself, in whatever u do~ it doesnt matter wad people think, it doesnt have to be the right thing to do, its just, knowing that u made tat choice and stuck with it....

friends come and go, but thats fine... life goes on... u may despise ur family, u may hate them, (and i do hate my family...) but at the end of the day all u want is for them to come home~

waiting is, by far the hardest thing to do.... that, & not knowing... its scary to not know. But ignorance is bliss~ spare urself...

and yes, it does pay to wait... having the fortitude to wait patiently for something u really want, and when it does come..... theres no greater feeling in the world~


i guess, wad im trying to tell myself.. is to just, not think so much about stuff and just go for it... so what if things dont work out, shit happens, not the end of the world~ take that weight of ur shoulders and stop worrying about things tat may or may not even happen... u never know what would happen if u'd just try~



hmmmmm...


todays a good day~

& im feeling good~

i luv spending my weekends alone just chillin in my room, having the whole house to myself.... its so peaceful and quiet... plus this morning was uber cold cause of the rain... woke up feelin ever so mellow... oOh, dont u just luv it :)

im feelin gd today... think its cause of all those dragonslaying sessions tats been making me more refreshed... but my body still hurts like hell though... i'll get used to it i guess...

playin James Morrison on a rainy day is so romantic.... gamed a lil then went to read my book by the open door~ If onli i had a lawn to lie down on... that would be really cool~

i want a cat for my birthday... i've decided to go get one and screw the mother since she never listens to me anyway... but im afraid i'd kill it... so... its still a 50/50 thing...

things are gonna be alright...
the rain's here & im having a "feeling"...
yeeah.... things are gonna be alright~


"whoa oOh, we're so miserable and stunnnnnning,
whooOoa ohh, luv songs for the genuinely cunNNing~ "

down with the dragons~

this morning on the bus ride to sch, i witnessed one of the most beautiful changes in the weather.... i was in the bus on the way to sch, the air was extremely cool and the sky was looming... it wasnt one of those "wow-i-think-its-gonna-rain-soon" kind of darkness, it was more like a "nail-the-door's-&-windows-shut-theres-a-storm-coming" kinda dark...

as the bus drove further, the sky grew so dark it felt like evening~ and then slowly but surely lil sprinkles of water fell n soon it began to pour.... i've always luved the rain, but usually it just rains & u dont really see it happen infront of u.... tats wats so cool about it :)

i swear its the simple things tats worth living for.... it was the perfect start to my day~

i bought a new lip stud the other day, a ring one.... but its really tight and constrains me from eating fast or saying words tat start with a "P" like... "potato" or "pommergrante" ... im probably just gonna make it into an earring instead~

fought dragons with the turds after sch... sloppy's been running non-stop like a horse and eating fruits n shit to loose weight... plus with his new emo pants and shoes... we were wondering wat was goin on... then the other day he said he wanted to cut his hair.. and that was the last straw... we knew then tat there could onli be 1 reason tat would make slops change so much... and tats non-other than the Power of Love~

Princess slopprah, hu lives n a castle on candy mountain with purple hair as long as Rapunzel's~ its a pity he wont tell us where to find her... so we as friends decided to help him out by placing his profile on channel U's "Hey! Gorgeous" beauty contest shit~

SUPRIZE U FEG!!!

hopefully Princess Slopprah will find u and come forth.... if not we'd have a great laugh~ So all please vote for him at http://u.mediacorptv.com/hey/


"iM sOoOOo cuTE de, coOL worX ; ) evERyoNE pLs voTe 4 mE, coS i am sooOOoo {{{ kAwaii }}} neh! "

ho ho~ PRICELESS!!!

reading ftw~

school was cool today... the rain made my hair fellin all soft n suppel :) plus it was such a nice atmosphere to read my book in... i swear, i havent read a story book in ages and the other day i borrowed one from the lib... "American Gods" by the Neil Gaiman, author of the ever popular "Sandman" series (which is also found in the sch's library btw...)

anyway, i was like.. reading it during class & even brought it down for lunch... read even more while the turds were slackin at the lib~ its been really long since i read a book that i forgot the exquisite feeling tat reading gives u... the unique feeling of detaching urself from ur surroundings and granting u tat sensation of delightful personal confinement :)

ooh~ i luv it so...

however, i find tat its difficult to read when theres a particular voice or sound being broadcasted which... doesnt have to be lound per-say... but is significant enough to be distinguished by the surrounding noise or silence.....

like err... if ur in a canteen & ur trying to read, its possible to concentrate since the noise is of a constant tone of just streams of random noises... however in tat noisy enviroment, if someone in the next table happens to be talking loudly, u'd be distracted by their conversation n not be able to focus~

same goes with a place tats quiet... if ur reading in like.. a library or wadever and some prick next to u turns his music up so loud u can hear it thru his headphones, u wont be able to read~

so i conclude tat u can actually concentrate on reading anywhere really, just as long as it has a constant tone of noise in which ur brain can... like... get used to it and thus shut it out~

n its because of this kinky discovery tats just been amusing me all friggin day :)

and another thing for all u ladies out there, if ever a guy sends u a msg on myspace or friendster, or wadever fuck websites they got out there these days tat allow u to have some profile of urself put up on the internet, and he's just wants to get to know u cause he's seen u around sch b4 n just happens to think ur an interesting person and wants to be ur friend but has no means of communicating with u directly except thru this lame-o form of letter writing, please dont ignore his emails or shunn him off... tats just mean-_-

i mean come on, its not like he's gonna rape u or anything.. pleeease-_- damn all u conservative chinese girls, it sucks when u think every guy tat talks u to tat u dont know wants to get in ur pants... gawd i hate this country.... why is everyone so scared to be friendly?

unless of course the dude's a weirdo tat asks if he could have a lock of ur hair or shit like tat, then sure by all means-_- but now u'd gone n made things all weird n shit...

oh well mystery-girl-from-the-canteen-whom-i'd-probably-never-get-to-know-cause-u-never-replied-my-msg, if i ever see u again i'll probably just stare at u n make u feel uneasy cause now u think im creepy so i might as well act like a pervert -.-

but i guess i could understand all of ur reluctance.... afterall, 90% of all the guys out there hu would ask for ur no. on the street or wadever is probably wanting to get it on with u... but seriously... did u ever think that 1% just wants to be friends with u? to drink expensive tea & have conversations with u? of course u dont -_- cause u live in sg n the media has made u all narrow-minded & conservative...

hu knows, u'd probably like it... but if u dont take tat risk or have the guts to get into that car then its not really my loss either~ so there... -_-~




Fuck this Country & FucK Channel U....

THIS..IS...SPARTA!!!~

dragonslaying~

last night i had the best sleep in ages... woke up feeling rested n not tired.. which is really cool n all since getting enough sleep makes u feel alot better...hu knew excercise would make u feel more awake instead of tired~

went to gym with slops n vic after sch today. it was pretty cool.... i actually think we could pull this off. if we made dragon slaying a routine thing, we'd be beefy in no time... then, when im all hunky n shit, i'd totally kick the ass of any dude tat ever looks at me funny... ho ho~

bought a new pair of sports shoes too~ so kudos to tat...
yeeah tats it.. this post sounds so gay~ but wadever...

oh, one more thing...
fuck u magic 8-ball for ur crappy advice~

creepy-happy people~

u know i realised how boring my blog is becoming... its filled with alot of lame ass emo shit tats so gay i cant even believe i actually wrote shit like this -_-....

but i guess it cant be help since i've been really emo these past few days.... but thats gonna change....
yeeah... u know why? cause being emo sucks...

im gonna start being like those creepy-happy-people tat think positive and see the glass as half full or wadever....

im gonna be a weird-happy person from now on and creep the shit outta everyone since i'm always so damn pessimistic~ yeeah... how u like them apples now~

im gonna start listening to cheener music and wear happy-lookin clothes with smily faces on them then burn all my black T's... gonna start smiling more and... and being all perky and joyful....

im gonna start tickling my friends and singing them happy-songs and be as positive and borderline gay as can be because being emo SUCKS BALLS FROM A STRAW....

no longer will i mopped around and act like a druggy.... no, it stops today.... im gonna be all happy and perky and loving and scare the SHIT out of everyone hu knows me....

emo aaron is no more... no longer will my hair cover one of my eyes.. oh no...
from tomoro onwards...



im wearing pink :)

alt F4~

i made friends with a 30 yr old mom from california on W.o.W today.... its really cool... she said she'd gimmie a call sometime when she gets a new mic~

gotta remember to buy a bucket of honey or a tin of Milo~
im really thirsty n water isnt very tasty -_-

made a pact to go to gym everyday to beef up cause i have a feeling im goin army soon.... and also so i can fight dragons..
u know... if they ever invade or anything~

its good to be alive....



no... not really-_-









*sips more wine~

the other eye~

this morning i woke up and my other eye was all red & poofy lookin.....
the white membrain of the eye was swollen n it was overlapping the black part which was pretty gross lookin yet cool at the same time~

didnt go to school today n went to the doc's.... i knew it was comming, i can sort of tell when bad shit's gonna happen to me... and of all days too... friday the 13th...
real smooth god -_-~

barely a mth and the other eye is already fucked.... guess im gonna have to stop wearing my contacts for a while.... cause god wants me to look nerdy forever cause he's a meany and he hates me -_- wont be surprized if wake up blind one day.... i'd bet u'll have a good laugh then wouldnt u -_-

So anyway, since i was like... gonna die & all, i figured i'd make my mom a nice meal b4 i go.... went to buy groceries n shit to cook, not to mention a bottle of wine to wash it all down~
ok so then i was walkin back and all of a sudden the bag with my wine in it torn apart n the bottle fell thru and like, glass n shit was all over the place... n i was like... "ho ho, ur good... ur real good-_-"

so then i went back n made them gimmie a new one then headed home to stone cause the eye hurt... waited for mom to get back n then made dinner....

i felt really good after the meal... it was very satisfying~
cause i made it with love n all~

yeah, so... if i go to bed n dont wake up tomoro just know tat its been cool knowing all of you and err... i'll come visit u at night or something.... give u 4-D numbers or wetdreams.... wadever makes u happy~

yeah.. kay... bye forever~


*dies~

pfft~

i dunno wats wrong with me.. i've been feelin really emo.... i keep stoning all friggin day... i think im dying... its my body's way of tellin me to fuck everything & just lay there on the ground n wait it out.

my studies have been real shitty.. i have a feeling im going to the army soon. I dont have the guts to tell my mom how badly i did for my test even though she keeps askin me about them... i have no interest in wad im learning.. even the friggin mtn teacher agrees... so, really wats the point...

my future is so screwed and everyday i feel more n more trouble by this... all i can hope for is to save money to go to australia.. & never come back~

or maybe i've been feelin so angsty cause i havent gotten my fix... but since im such a poor basterd, and the turds wont lend me money so i didnt get to buy my drugs... i guess their doing me a favour by makin me save money n prolongin my life n all.. but im so un-doped right now i cant really be bothered -_-

the onli option i see now of gettin my life back together is to start a new one n fuck the one here... im going to austraila even if i have to swim there... n im never coming back.... there's no future for me in this country n i realise tat even more now.... everyday i witness something that just makes me hate this place more...

if i dont get outta here, im sure to have no chance in surviving.... gonna start workin on weekends n im probably gonna stop wowing once my subscription ends.... i have to start somewhere...

im so tapped out now and rick n slops still managed to make me watch Transformers again at princess when i watched it like yesterday with the FGF~ -_- gawdd... and after sch vic, jared, slops & Deadball passed the time by shooting bubble tea bubbles at the walls....

i need to leave this country now....
or i swear i'd kill myself....



*All Hail Megatron~

so gayy~

felt like shit the whole morning, so i decided to screw the rest of the lessons for the rest of the day n went home...

dropped by at the secret shop to get a pack of smokes...
cause i was feelin like shit n all.... but they didnt have reds so i settled for the menthol... friggin menthol give u pimples n shrinks ur balls...

but i was feelin like shit.. so, wadever....

went home n was still feelin like shit... and hungry... then mom bought food... so yeah.. tat was good...

i asked her how many boyfriends she had... which was so funny... yeeeah... i think its just one of those days im havin... feels so gay -_-

its seems im the onli one in the world tat hasnt watched Transformers...
i wish i had a bigger ipod to store all my songs in....
and i wish the bcm store moved to pasir ris...

im like.. watchin "The King & I" on arts central now.. and its so gay... but in a nice ...classical sort of way....


gawdd.. wats wrong with me -_-~

i want it~

look at tat...
its the new ipod phone...
it looks so cool~


look how sweet it looks... so cool and i want one but i have no money... but i want one..

watch the video at the bottom... its so cool... i think im gonna go steal one tomoro~

http://www.apple.com/iphone/

so cooOoooL~

i said cool like.. so many times.. cause it is...

*dies again~

aussie love~

it all started last sunday... which was the last day of the holidays, n i was stoning in my room just thinkin about stuff. I wondered wad i wanted to do with the rest of my future n shit so i decided that.. yeah.. i'm gonna leave sg

*and im never comin back~

sg is a horrible place to grow up in, i've always felt tat way about it... i never liked the food (mostly ching-chong-chang food), never enjoyed its local past times (dota, soccer, pool~), never supported its tv shows, never liked the people, the goverment, its laws, its rules, its education system, its... entire way of life~

i must say tat sg is safe.. and tats about it.... but being safe means theres no excitment... the point of my post isnt souly to diss singapore, but just to say how i simply dont feel like i belong....

which is why i decided tat im running away to austraila and im never coming back~ i told my mom about it over dinner. At 1st she didnt take me seriously since i started the conversation with " Mom, i wanna go to austraila... and im never coming back...."

but then i started to explain to her my plans of migrating n shit... how i could stay with my aunt over there, maybe get a job & eventually become a citizen. I could work as, well anything really.. i dont care.. just as long as it sustains me.... i wouldnt mine workin as a simple fruit vendor or at a deli sellin fish n' chips & Pies to ppl all day... tat would still be cool since aussies are so much more friendlier than the ppl here...

i've always wanted to live a simple life... i could save up enough money n buy my mom a quiet cottage in the valley next to the vinyards and grapevines~ then every morning she could sit out by the balcony sipping wine or drinkin tea to the fine view of the orchirds~

my mom told me i should start saving money.... so i could fly to perth (or was it sydney) during the sch holidays to where my aunt n her family lived n check out the place... make plans for housing n all tat sort of thing~ then after i graduate and served the riddiculus procedure tat is National Service, i'd make my way to perth ( or sydney)..

*and im never comin back~

i wont miss anything here once im gone.... just my friends n family...
i wont miss the urban jungle of HTBs, wont miss the filty sea, wont miss the horrendous local dramas, wont miss the ridiculous GST rates, and most of all, i wont miss those unhelpful, unfriendly, self-centered, kiasu, typical, as well as oh so predictable ppl tat are singaporeans~

no more taiwan boyband posers, no more fake hip hoppers, no more minahs or mats, ah bengs or ah lians, no more creepy uncles at the coffee shops or mean old aunties at the markets... no more sobish rich basterds, no more conservative teenage girls, no more narrow-minded adults... AND NO MORE CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!!

so please dont ask me out to the amusement park or wadever where i gotta spend alot of cash... im gonna have to start saving if im ever gonna leave this shit hole.... still gonna continue eatting bcm cause of the heroin, guess i could stop playing W.O.W but i hate those damn alliance too much so i cant do tat... but u know.. other stuff like.. playing "DOTA" or "EATING SUBWAY" ( which SUCKS-_- so screw all of u hu sub it for bcm~ ) u can count me out~

my bday's in a mth... please send me lots of ang paos...
im gonna leave...




*and im never comin back~

day before school~

its like a ritual... everytime on the last day of the holidays before school re-opens, i'd always restock my playlist with a whole bunch of new songs~

Five For Fighting - Day By Day~

its really theraputic....
calms u down and sort of prepares u for tomorrow~

with all the last min rushing goin on to get ready for sch, its nice to relax to some good music at the end of the day....

Three Days Grace - Never Too Late~

i dunno if i should cut my hair or leave it as it is... its really long and its gettin emo-lookin~ Its hard to keep long hair, but then again.. if i cut it i'd loose my bad-ass-ness by like 70% then i wont be scary lookin anymore....

Maroon 5 - Nothing Lasts Forever~

havent done much of my projects during the holiday cause of the eye~ n all... but i guess i'll deal with all that tomoro... im just gonna chill today... no worrys... its all good~

Green Day - Working Class Hero~

i feel like get my tongue pierced....
and i want a kitty -_-

blehhh...

urghhh~

woke up at noon today... been a long time since i woke up pass 10am~ went to have lunch with maddy, then chilled at starbucks.... its been a long time since we hung out, so it was pretty cool~

Tampines has changed alot... or maybe it's just cause i havent been going out much... but that'll change since my w.o.w subscription ended last night... gotta start gettin out more...

went to vic's place to chill then had dinner... im gonna go back to playin my guitar since there's no more w.o.w to play... its been a while & i really miss playin it, so yeahh~

this is a very boring post...
but im bored...
cause i have no w.o.w~


urghh....
*dies~

w.o.w~

hi...
this is Vanden....
he's a lvl 42 undead rouge~


say hi Vanden...
oh he cant.. he has no mouth -_-


boo hoo...


this is Jimmy his pet Coackroach..


say hi Jimmy... oh.. he cant.. cause he's an insect & we all know insects are deaf so he cant hear me...

this is charlie...


he's a skeleton horse~
say hi charlie...


charlie says hi...

this is wad i ride to go to disney land..


& this is wad i take to go back~


Here's is a picture of a dancing cow...


& here's one of a pedophile~


ok.. tat's it....

bye~

.... like a bat~

i've been doing nothing but laze around the house this whole week... bought my mic 2 days ago so i've been skype-ing with jared & victor during game-play which is pretty cool but we just talk nonsense all day~

the eye has totally blown all my plans~ but it feels much better now... this morning i was bleedin from and there was lots of gooey stuff coming out of it but now its fine... i guess its because all the bad stuff exploded out so the poofy-ness has gone down... yeeeahhh, kinda gross but had to happen~

but, here's the thing though...
the other eye feel kinda funky now -_-

*points both middle fingers to the sky~

the eye II~

the mother called n forced me to see a doctor yesterday, so i had to go.... went to the polyclinic at around 3.45pm then waited for maybe 45min before i got to see the doc...

i took of my glasses n he was like, "woa, that looks pretty bad son, im afraid ur gonna loose ur vision forever... aww well, sucks to be u... NEXT!"

yeah i was just makin tat up... it went like this...

poly clinic doc: "woa, that looks pretty bad, i think its best i refer u to an eye specialist at changi hospital"

Me: "err... wokay~"

so, seeing as i got nothin better to do, i made my way to CGH, the A&E department... i found out wad A&E stood for wen i got there.. "ACCIDENT & EMERGENCY"

wooooooooooooooooo~
how cool was tat, i was like... up there with all the burnt victims and car crash folks... hoho~

there was a temperature taking booth at the entrance of the place & this really niffty infra-red camera thingy tat checks if u got a fever... u could like, see urself on the screen all infra-red like~ i kept waving my hand in front of the monitor like a moron to see the lil heat waves follow my arm... so amusing~

so like, i entered the place... n my god, it was like a warzone... there were ppl all sick n shit lying on the floor... motorcycle accident victims with their faces chaved, construction workers with their fingers chopped off! kids who fell off trees and dislocated their heads! stab wound victims bleedin all over the place... blood was EVERYWHERE! CHRIST! OH THE HUMANITY OF IT ALL!

....
.......

yeah, it was just like any other clinic just more cooler since there were alot of gross shit to look at, plus there were lots of cops around.. guess they were there to write reports of all the accidents n stuff... anyway, i kept laughing to myself everytime i saw some guy with a huge gash on his arm... couldnt help smiling lah it was tat cool...

anyway after lots of waiting and going from on doc to another and more waiting... saw more gross shit like dislocated fingers n a guy with full body tatts in wheel chairs... i think he came from a gang fight or he probably just feel down the stairs or something.... the mother came down about half way into the waiting which was cool...

anyway, after like 2 hrs they called my name & i went to meet the eye docter lady, she seemed pretty nice, made me take a lil eye test those ppl at the spectacles shop make u take... just read acouple of letters on a lighted board with one eye closed....

then came the gross part... she placed me on some advance kinda machine tat, again, those guys at the spectacle shop put u on to get ur eye degree except this one was full of prode n pokey lookin shit... lets just say she used every one of them -_- she like, flipped my eyelids inside out n poked it alot.. i swear i would've attacked her for it if she werent so nice to me.... it was like putting ur finger in a bullet wound & swirling it around~ she even put this yellow stuff in my eye tat made me cry yellow tears tat would glow purple in UV light~

anyway, after all the poking n proding, she said...
Eye doctor lady: " ok... so.. err... i think ur gonna die... yeeeeah... bummer huh~"
Me: " dammmn -_- i knew it~"

yeah im just makin shit up again~

anyway, after the whole torturous event, i pretty much kept my eyes closed for the rest of the waiting n stuff... just leaned on my mom the whole time... acted like some dude tat got too much morphine in his system... kept grabbing my head n lookin like some druggy lol~

anyway the whole thing cost like 75 bucks, including some eye cream thingy.... they gave me 4 days mc which is kinda stupid since its the holidays... and i still gotta go back in a week for a minor surgery if it doesnt get any better~

moral of the story...

god hates me~
but he cant kill me so he decides to make me blind during the holidays~


nice man.. real nice....
*points middle finger at the sky~

the eye~

it really hurts, the eye~
its all puffy and looks half closed all the time...

the 1st few days of it wasnt tat bad, it was just uncomfortable... but by the 2nd day, it kept trobbing and would hurt if i so much as blinked...

i couldnt watch tv, couldnt use the computer, couldnt... look at stuff~ i just kept dabbing it with a warm towel like wad the instructions on the internet said and went to sleep... but i couldnt really sleep since it was hurting alot... so, even though i spent 5/8 of the day with my eyes closed, im still pretty shagged...

this morning i woke up, it didnt feel as painful anymore, but its really really poofy now n it looks pretty cool everytime i look in the mirror... like i'd been in a fight or something...

its the 1st time i've every gotten an eye infection thingy b4... i've never even caught "sore eyes" in my life... so its a new experience... usually i just get a fever or the occasional cold, but never something about the eye... i mean, how do u cure something like tat, there's no pill u can take nor is there a cream to apply since u cant just be applying random shit near ur eyes, almost every ointment tells u not too... eyedrops, maybe... but wads the most tat would do anyway~

so i've decided to screw the doctor and just wait it out, continuously dabbin the towel on my eye since tat seemed to work a lil.... i hope it cures by tomoro since i gotta go to sch for a makeup lab...

on a lighter note, the fgf bought me a magical twig from malaysia... so kudos to tat...
went to jared's house to play with cheesedale the other day... i want a kitty so bad -_-


rawr~

nothing happened today -_-

the mct test today was pretty ok, cant say the same for the dynamics one.... it kinda hurts to smoke nowadays... reds are so strong, like friggin cancer sticks man... anyway, with the term tests comin to an end soon, im probably just gonna give'em away seeing as how i dont need'em anymore...

tomoro's the last paper... have yet to start studying for it though cause i've been feelin rather emo for some unknown reason~ bet its the lack of BCM.. -_-

i think i gotta get out more... its been so long since i've gone out and had fun~ i have so many things i wanna do... and with the holidays arriving, i guess i'll have ample time to do them, but i'd probably end up just lazyin around not doing shit just like all the other holidays~

im trying to stall time & not go study... but i gotta.. but i dont wanna.... but i gotta......






but i dun wanna...
wheres my kitty -_-~

lil matchstick girL~ part 2

Reluctant, but surely... she took out a single match from the box and striked it by the side... the ignite startled the lil girL~ but she was quickly mesmerized by its sudden shine and illustrious warmth tat she'd been longing for.....

she stared innocently into the flame's center... following its every movement, its every flicker... it was hypnotic~ The warmth comforted her.... fears of her father slowly began to fade into the dark abyss tat was the night.... in the mits of the lone flame, she began to envision a table, fully laden with food and eatables...

There was mashed potatos and slabs of beef, a beautifully roasted turkey and some irish ale~ She could almost smell it... the juicy armoa of the turkey... the suppleness of the warm ale.... but the flame was soon blown out by the howling winds... and as quickly as it came, the dinning table of food was gone~

she quickly lit the 2nd match with up most anticipation.... this time within the blurr of the light, she saw behind the dinning table, a lavished christmas tree... on it were a million candles, burning ever so kindly~ beside the it stood her dearly departed grandmother, the only person who ever loved her... she smiled blissfully at the lil matchstick girL~ gesturing herto come forth.... she complied~

afraid of loosing this moment, she quickly lit the next match and the next to ensure her dear grandma would never fade.... they sat infront of the window and watched the stars dart across the winter night skys... she remembered her grandma telling her that a shooting star meant a person has passed and gone up to heavens~

Her grandmother gazed deeply into the lil girL's eyes... she spoke of a place where there would be no hunger, where there would be no cold, where there would be no fear~ she urged the lil matchstick girL~ to take her hand so tat she may fly her to this wonderous utopia...

the lil matchstick girL~ upon hearing those words, reached out without hesitation... she could finally be free of her abusive father and be with someone hu she loves n hu loves her....

"come now my child, take my hand...."





*to be continued~

lil matchstick girL~

It was the night of new year's eve...
the 31st December of a year not too long ago....

The city was forced to endure its most numbing of winters.... families cuddled by the fireplace, with blankets over their heads and hot water-bottles tucked btw their legs... they reminise of Summer's heat as they grip their Hot chocolate tightly with both hands...

Outside in the shivering cold, a lil matchstick girL~ wondered... cold and famished with neither hat nor shoes. She treaded through the wind and snow... a single matchbox hugged firmly against her chest... she marched...

the icy winds blew and blew... brushing against her face like sandpaper, her feet, numb and worn, contined to tred through the thick snow... she was afraid to go home, her father would surely beat her if he'd find out she didnt sell any matches today.
the image of her father's belt and his tormenting lashes kept her going on thru the grizzly winter's night....

She managed to find a nook between two buildings where she huddled by herself.... even between concrete, the winter was like a furance of cold, peircing her skin with invisible knives...

her hands had turned a sickly blue and her face was pale like the moon....
she brushed off the twigs & soil from her badly tattered sweater... envious of the passer-bys with their fur coats and winter boots...

she was cold...
& she needed to keep warm~




*to be continued....

13MG TAR 1,0MG Nicotine.. yummy~

i hate sch... 4 weeks ago i couldn't wait to get back... but now its just such a drag... 3 days of 8am lessons a week... ending lessons at 5pm except for wednesday n friday....

plus with the term tests coming next week, everyone's rushing to the labs n libraries to do last minute stuff.... i spent the whole day runnin around like all the others, frantically trying to submit my shit in time...

went to the secret shop to get a pack of smokes... its been a weeks since i had a fix... but didnt have a lighter so i just waited till i got home...

its quite fasinating the wonderous properties of a cigarette... it not some wonderdrug tat magically takes all ur problems away... it just calms u down.... then theres all that crap about lung cancer and shit... well yeah smokin does kill... but so do the pesticides in the salads u eat... besides.. i think i'd die in some other manner, like... fallin off a cliff or something...
plus, i've been eating like a pregent woman these pass few days... i think its cause im dying~

anyway.. i guess should go study or something... its so not-cool to keep failing...
i wanna kill myself but i dont think god will let me...

dont know if SPCA is still on..... im afraid i might kill it or something...
but we could still go to look at the kitties if ur not too tired from camp :)


can someone buy me an ashtray... i just burnt the plastic cover of my book -_-


*stubbs out cig~

boo~

enjoys:

-scaring the lil kiddies at the swimmin pool with my tattoo and makin the parents feel uneasy around me~

-movin my lip piercing about and grossing-out curious on-lookers and (once again...) scaring the lil kiddies :)

-stoning in a corner & giving out an emo aura at the same time, makin ppl around me feel quite uneasy~

-sitting at a vantage point and starring out at ppl.... if they stare back, i'd just tilt my head to an angle n give them tat "wadru lookin at -_-" look with my eyes all wide & crazy lookin....


dislikes:

-having ppl brave enough to fnd out how un-bad-ass i actually am -_-



for everyone else....
u can call me the boggie man~

KITTY!~

tats it.. im gonna get a kitty... cause their so cute n cuddly and i want one...
i dont care wad the mother says.... my birthday's comin so i'll just say its a present from a friend or make up some sob story of how i found it in a box half dead & decided to adopt it outta the kindness of my heart...

gonna head down to the spca next sun with the fake gf~ im gonna get the most cutest one there with fur as black as night and eyes as foreboding as the moon~

im gonna call it some random name like "Turtle~" or "Darth Vader" and feed it milk n cookies all day~

weeeeee!
im so excited~
gonna get a kitty n im not lettin anyone touch it~


RWAR!!!
i mean... meow~

the benefits of a high metabolism rate ~

swam with the turds the other day cause it was really hot n we all just wanted to... plus since its been sorching these past few days, i'd figured i could get a cool tann while im at it...

but seeing as how god hates me n all.... he made it rain and i caught a cold -_- kept sneezin n my nose was running everywhere... but alas, it was nothing a nice bowl of Blk 85's Barr Chorr Meee couldn't cure~ it like my 3rd trip there in a row and im still lovin it...

i swear they put heroin in the BCM..... i ate so much last night.. 1st.. some left over porriage vic's mom made... then the BCM, 2 plates of carrot cake and to top it of... a cup of mashed potatos from 7-Eleven... i like potatos~ lalala

went to Jared's place to play with his kitty cat, hu's unoffical name is now " CHeeseDale" while the other's watched him W.O.W~ kept suckin on my fingers like it was a booob which was really ticklish but so cute~ it could fall alseep just suckin on it...

i kept it warm by covering it with my shirt n kept sayang-ing it... tee hee hee~ so cute lah... i wanted to steal him but then his parents came back n it ran back to jared's sister~

headed home about midnight, took a bath... and fell right to sleep...

Conclusion:
- god hates me~
- heroin was the secret ingredient for 85's BCM...
- Sugar cane & Honey-Lemon is my new favourite drink aside from strawberry milktea :)
- World of Warcraft is stupid -_-
- i want a kitty cat~



rawrrrr~

damn the feeling~

i saw the news today about the bombings in Iraq...
about the shootings of v-tech...
about the riots in taiwan....

i saw the news about the floods in indonesia....
about the ice caps melting...
about the earthquakes in japan....

i saw the news about the rainforest burning and the oil spills..
the animals dying out and the pollution and plauges....

then i saw on tv a picture of a lil girl with no legs smiling....
i smiled too~

the world's ending soon... i can feel it....
dont u?~

~~~~~~~~~~~

this is the squiggly line---> ~

i use it alot..
cause i can....

dont know wad it means or wad its for though... but its... on the keyboard so it must be important~ -_-

i tried googling it but nothing came out... its just there... next to the number 1.... and wats the other symbol on the same button as the squiggly line mean anyway... the "`"... its like a floating comma just tat its pointing the other way... again, nothing turns up when i google it... so, yeah...

i've never seen it used before in a sentence nor do i know wad symbolic meaning it represents... it just looks cool...
and i like it.... so there~


i like juice...
and potatos~


damn the curse of the phones....
squiggle squiggle~

mommy's day~

woke up early and wanted to make mom breakfast but didnt cause we were goin to grandma's place for lunch instead~ it was a really tiring day for me... dont know why.... i kept trying to sleep.. but just ended up lazing around in the bed & not actually falling asleep.....

anyway.. turds came over to check out Sephira~ but they came so late so i chased them off earlier cause i was gonna make mom dinner.... but ended up not doing it cause she wanted to make it-_-

Opended up the bottle of wine i bought a couple of days ago and had a toast.... it was nice...

and so.. here i am... in my room... alone in the dark.. with a glass of wine and Sephira by my side....

i feel so... calm right now~
bored.... but calm.... stupid fake gf wouldnt talk to me so.. wadever....

Tomoro's lesson's at 8 in the morning, i hate mondays... guess i'll just keep pouring more wine n enjoy wats left of this sunday~




cheers~

its coming~

reached sch at 8.05am this morning for mac tech but Rick made me wait for him so we could go in together... the basterd arrived at 8.40am and by then those engineering instructor ppl had already started so they didnt allow us to participate.... the choices were to sit at a corner and "self-study" for 4 hrs... or leave and be marked "absent"...

we choose the latter....

it was 9+ and too early to go anywhere... decided to go watch a movie or something to kill time since it was dumb to go home straight away... but we decided to go ikea cause i needed a comfy chair and some curtains to block out the glare from my window when im on sephira~ which... IS COMING TOMOROW!

reached there at like... 930-ish... but the place wasnt like... open yet.. so we ate at there 1st... u know... tat big canteen place tat sells the cool meatballs.... yeah... there was this set meal thingy tat costs onli a dollar... with free coffee refills.... sweeet~

by 10.30 the place was allowed access so we went in..... walked around and saw lots of cool shit.... there were like.. tons of useless stuff i wanted to buy just to make my room look cool.. but.. im poor so....yeah~

Anyway... since i didnt really know the measurements of my window, i couldnt get the curtains but i got this really spiffy chair at $98 bucks...


and a floor lamp at $19.. doesnt come with the bulb though....

it felt really cool buying furniture for yrself.... the journey back was a real bitch... had to carry the friggin box all the way home.... but it was really cool fixing everything up and stuff.. it was like lego~

Tomorow i'll be heading down to Sim Lim with the Uncle to get the parts to upgrade sophia~ and buy W.O.W~ cause i have no life~... dont judge me -_-

i've been goin up to my mom every 15 mins saying "ITS COMING!" to her and waving my fists in the air~ she just shoos me off... but i'll be nice since mommy's day is in 2 days....

im so excited.... she's coming.... Sephira's coming~


*faints~

the perfect girL~

i had a weird dream last night.... it goes like this.....

there was this lil lion the size of.. i dunno... maybe a bowling ball... and it was living in my bedroom... and like, i was afraid to touch it but i wanted to keep it as a pet... but then one day it goes all crazy n starts biting my hand..

so then, i went n told my mom about it... who then suggests that maybe i should feed it... so i feed it a plate of Char Siew and Otak~ then placed it bedroom floor with a bowl of water and left... then when i came back, the plate n bowl was empty and the mini lion was gone...

yeeeahhh.... -_-
thats the dream~

(not onli is it one of the most weirdest and amusing dreams i've had.. its also got nothing to do with the title of this post.... i just figured i'd share it cause its my blog n i do wat i want with it... so there~ )

anyway, on the way home i saw "Emo Chick~", "girL~ From the Bus #2" and "Calender girL~" all at bus stop... it seemed to me tat it was kinda like a sign from above tellin me to go up and talk to one of them or something....

i played the whole "i-stare-at-u, u-stare-at-me" thing with them before so they recongize me but they dont actually know me~ hopefully that'll change soon... all i need is just the right opportunity to be able to chat one up.... but there has yet to be one of those moments.. so.. yeah... but its cool... i'll just wait...~

but in case any of u ladies feel a lil impatient... i decided to make a list of wad my version of a perfect girL~ would be....

the perfect girL's race is unknown really.... but if she were malay, she wouldnt be wearing a Tudong and if she were chinese,she wouldnt be one of those "ching-chiong-chang" types tat act jap and speak chinese all day.....

instead, perfect girL~ would have an uber cool accent... maybe british or american... oh doesnt matter their both equally hot~ She'd have the sweetest eyes to go along with her sugar-coated voice.... her scent would be tat of summer's breeze leaving and winter's chill foreboding~

perfect girL~ would be slim, and beautiful.... her hair would be long and smooth and it'd lay across her face, covering one eye ever so seductively~ she'd be really smart and open-minded.. when we're together, i'd be able to do dumb stuff around her & she'd just laugh instead of thinking how weird i am...

Perfect girL~ would be close with her family memebers... she'd have a lil sister and a brother & a dog named December~ She'll know how to cook, and how to take care of herself and her family.....

Perfect girL~ would be rich and live in a mansion up on the Hills~ she'd be one of those artsy types tat enjoy painting and trips to the museum ... she'll have the same taste in music as i do and plays the piano~

perfect girL~ would lay with me instead of run for shelter when it rains in the middle of our picnic... she'd rest her head on my shoulders during a Michael Buble concert and hold my hand tightly during a scary movie~

Perfect girL's kisses would be as soft as rose pedels and sweet like the smile of a newborn... her touch, warm like the summer and fresh like the spring~

:)

Perfect girL~ sounds really great... cause she's smart and sweet and ... well... perfect~

Perfect girL is also not real.... but that's never seemed to bother me since one's never existed before in the first place~ but its alright.... its all good.... :)

ooh.. if any of u ladies fit this describition... dont hesitate to call~

555-if-only-it-were-this-easy~

tsk~

turd adventures#2 - Spider-man3

it rainned beautifully this morning, which just made wakin up tat much harder... the childish sister hid my "going-out" spectacles from me so i ended up being late n looking stupid since i had to wear my ugly glasses to sch...

MCT was a real bitch~ the teacher blacklisted me since she chased me out of the class last week n this week im late n didnt bring the book~ Well fuck u then u insensitive bitch... now im stuck with a bunch of stupid noobs for groupmates and i dont know anything about the subject... thanks for setting me back one lab... bitch -_-

went to watch Spider-man 3 with the turds... 11 of them... i pretty much kept to myself n stoned the whole time cause i was really tired... plus with me being so fugly lookin today didnt help...~

overall spider-man3 was pretty cool~ at 1st i was pretty unsure if the dude from "That 70's show" was suited to play the role of Venom~ but he was alright... and then we got the whole emo spidy at the church tower slittin his wrists cause he punched MJ~

the onli REAL good guy in the show i must say, has to be Flint Marko aka. The Sandman.... who's only reason to rob ppl is to get the money to help save his sweet lil daugther from lukimeia or watever the hell sickness she's got~ If i had a dying daugther and the ability to turn into dust and smash stuff, i'd totally use my powers to rob banks n shit....


so... yeah.. tats about it... hmmm.... its such an emo day~
i want my hoody jacket nowww~

reminisin~ (did i spell tat right?)

nothin to do today so i just read all my past blog entries.... anyway i decided to pick some out and re-publish them like a tribute or something~ so.. yeah... check'em out...

lets see... there's the stupid ones i did when i had nothin better to do....
gibberish~
Ever Wondered If.......... (Santa Claus was Real~)
and the ever popular...
101 ways to kill urself... the macho way~

the "i luv fridays & hate mondays" posts...
friday mornings~
friday afternoon~
i hate mondays~

we got the Tattoo Chronicles...
body art~
my mom's gonna kill me~

as well as the ever popular "the girL~" series...
the girL~
le demoiselle deux ( the girL part 2~ )
ode to the girL ~ (part III)

and then a couple of random ones.....
My Mother~
anti-chinese~
writings of a solitarian~
World through my eyes~

First of May's the start of Summer... all the big blockbusters will be out soon... gonna watch Spider-man3 tomoro wth the turds~
i wanna get tight black jeans & a hoody jacket... anyone wanna go shoppin with me?


whoa ooh... love songs for the genuinely cunning~
-infinity on high-

confessions of a pedophile~

Halo-ed at aloy's after sch... raping sloppy with tanks was fun... then he got all weird n started sharing his pedophilic thoughts so we called the cops on him but he managed to escape~

folks if u see this turd wandering around playgrounds or outside of pre-schools dont hesitate to beat him....


Name: Sloppy aka. Slops aka. Sizzlin' Hot~
Real Name: unknown
Last known address: a hole under the bridge


Suspect was seen wearing (and probably will always be seem wearing... ) three-quater pants, a baggy shirt twice his size worn inside out, and a pair of fisherman flip-flops~

If some one fitting this discription walks up to u and says...
"hi, im a pedophile... can i touch ur ballllllllsssss?"
kick him at once or say u dont have any~

our papparazi managed to catch this rare footage of the kid rapist himself wandering the streets of bedok....


however, he managed to escape before the cops came..... so yeah... PARENTS! PROTECT UR KIDS NOW!



sharon is so shy~
luv the stickers though..... fuzzy jellyfish~

lalala~

snw~

this is sharon...


she's aloy's younger sister....
i dont really know her since i've never met her, but i seem to know more about her then some of her closest friends cause i did some friendship test and aced it so tat makes me really awsome~
i think she's nice, but i know she's a meany.. plus she takes after the brother~

this is the brother...


he's retarded...
nuff said~

i dunno wad else to write... will probably update on wed when i go their house and eat their food~
nice food, cam-whoring and video games awaits~

please come home early on wed so tat we may rant~ and bring hot cheer leader friends home if any~

anything tat annoy's aloy is so fun :)
kick the brother nowww~

power puff girls Z~ (the review)

i spent the entire day watchin random videos on utube n other video watchin sites n i decided to search for "Powerpuff Girls" videos since i havent been watchin alot of it lately.. n low & behold, looky wad i found...

ladies n gentlemen, i give u, "POWERPUFF GIRLS Z"~
hahahah! apparently its the japanese version of the ppgs. Its pretty much the same, with a touch of lame-ness & overly dramatic reactions tat most anime have....

get a load of this....


i must say the theme song from the american version sounds much better than this shit... its so much more catchy-er n cute... now, notice tat in the show, the girls dont go to "Pokey Oaks Elementary" but attend some Japanese high sch instead, and they got secret idenities since they gotta tell the teacher that their all sick at the same time instead of saying "there's a monster attackin townsvile n we're off to kick its ass"~ and since when does the Professer have a son? -_-

Also, wats with tat Blinking Belt Buckle thingy tat flashes everytime there's trouble? wat happened to the ppg hotline that was like, in every household in the american version.. wad, now they got communicators just like batman & the ninja turtles? COME ON!

And, instead of just blastin thru the celling like always, they actually have to run all the way up to the rooftop to morph into the ppgz using tat flicking belt buckle thingy. These rings magically appear on their fingers n they run it thru the lil blinking thing just like every other typical Power Ranger or Masked Raider Or wadever the hell cartoon out there that has some sort of morphing scene-_- u just gotta use some kinda magical doo hicky to unleash ur powers.... tsk~

so all that happens is that they jump around n dance a lil then get change into these outfits tat look like swimsuits with jackets n at the end of each morph, the girls would shout out their new names. Blossom is known as "Hyper Blossom", Bubbles as "Rolling Bubbles" & Buttercup as "Powered Buttercup" ...

now, let me just stop right there n say, wad the hell-_- ~
thats like a total rip off from the Power Rangers man~ its like jason morphing n he shouts out, "Red Ranger! POWER UP!" or some shit like tat.. come on... can it be anymore of a cliche?? and wats the point of havin a secret idenity if they keep goin round shoutin their names out in public.. oh.. n like adding the word "Hyper" or " Rolling" infront of it is gonna stop ppl from figurin out hu u truly are... u might as well call superman, "Super Clark Kent" or Batman "Ultimate Bruce Wayne"

ooOOOOHH~ NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW UR SECRET IDENITY THIS WAY....
wth were they thinkin -_- ~

Then there's the fact that in ppgz, Mojo Jojo's friggin huge! i mean, he's standing like, wad.... 7 foot tall! when in ppg, mojo is the height of a cereal box~ though i must say i do like this new look of his... however the fact that he broke into a kindergarden just to steal candy from pre-schoolers so tat he could eat them and "absorb all its nutrients n become big" is just stupid... why someone would do tat, let alone an evil villian is just beyond me.... cant u just go rob a frickin candy store instead?

tats like breakin into 10 houses n stealin onli money when u could've just robbed a friggin bank..... stupid 8 foot, pedophilic, batman cape wearing mother fker~

and, oh look... they got weapons too.... blossom's got a yoyo, bubbles some big ass bubble blowing stick with a ring at the end, n buttercup's got a hammer... now... i think onli the hammer counts as an ACTUAL weapon~ i mean, if some crazy person starts attacking u for no reason n u have no choice but to defend urself... i doubt the 1st thing u'd grab is a yoyo~ -_-

and wow.. Mojo has the ability to perform an "ah-do-ken" just like Ryu & Ken frm the street fighters~ wad ever happened to all his weapons of mass destruction ?? However he did use tat "Mojo Robo" thingy to fly away.. but y use it if he could already fly..... wait a min, since when could he even fly in the 1st place?! AND WHY THE HELL DID THEY STOP TO EAT ICE CREAM!?? IT MAKES NO SENSE!!!

this is onli part 1 of 3 of the 1st episode of this piece of shit~ i wont even bother to watch part 2 n 3.... its stupid, lame and just plain retarded.... its a complete mockery of the original PPG show n should be banned from tv... y the hell did they even bother to make something like this? im sure there are plenty of other ideas for anime ... WAT THE HELL WERE THEY THINKIN?!!!

to the creators of this shit...
FUCK U~
it suckin fucks, it fuckin sucks....



& i dont like it~

(fighting crime, tryin to save the world, here they come just in time .... )
boo ya :)

my mom is so cool~

yesterday, i was really bored so i decided to re-decorate the back of my ez-link card with stickers...... anyway, i took out my old stash of primary sch stickers i used to collect back when i was a lil sissy boy tat collected friggin' stickers instead of normal stuff like magic cards or digimon~

right... anyway.... i was happily pasting away all the diff stickers n placed some of the really old sch stickers aside to throw cause they where startin to get.. u know... un-stickable... cause... the glue was... u know... getting.. not sticky anymore....

-_-


so.. after decorating my ez-link, i decided to instead of throwing the old stickers away, to .... get this.... go into my sister's room n randomly stick them all over the place to amuse myself :)

i giggled to myself the entire time while doing tat.. stuck them all over the place..... on the walls, drawers, cupboards, mirror, door knobs, the wooden box u keep ur bed in....

point is.. the sister went all crazy n told my mom i smoked n had a tattoo.... all because of a couple of stickers.... stupid bitch~

but, to my suprize, mom didnt freak out at all.... she just told me something about how "youngsters" wanna try new shit n tat its cool as long as u dont over do it... (it sounds so uncool to use the word "youngsters", only old ppl say tat -_- not tat my mom's old.. shes pretty n she looks like she's 20~ )

she also told me not to extend my tatt anymore... but, here's the thing....

i really want to~

i had everything planned out.. was gonna do it like.. this week.... but all my plans went to shit thanks to my snitch sister n some gawd damn dragonball stickers....

gawd hates me man...
but then again... my mom's uber cool since she didnt disown me or anything... kudos to tat :)

oh ... here's a pic of the ez link... ain't it prrrreeuuutttyyyy? its got spongebob, spider-man, popeye, snoopy, garfield, pooh + tigger + piglet, some baby with a gun, strawberry shortcake & even a cute lil monk in the center~



my mom is so cool, i want to tattoo her name on me but she wont let me.... :(
tsk~

turds adventures#1: Pulau Ubin~

work yesterday was probably one of the lowest... was just so sick of all the stupid ppl n to make things worst, i had to work with the crazy bitch tomoro... tat really didnt make my day....

so, as i was walkin home from work tat night, aloy called n said the turds were planning a trip to ubin... i was hesitant at 1st cause manager did ask me not to play punk... but after i managed to come up with a good excuse, it was off to ubin! fk the crazy bitch.... i dont care~ my last day's on friday anyway so they cant fire me since im already quittin....

was to meet the turds at 11am at bedok interchange then take a bus down to changi~ little did i know, seeing as how i hardly get out much, that i could have simply taken one bus to changi rather than one bus n a train to go bedok, n then another bus back to changi...

anyway, had lunch there then headed to the docks to take the boat there....


Red - Aloy
Yellow - Victor
Green - Sloppy
Pink - Darren
Blue - Andrew
& the old dude in Brown was our boat driver~
(that other dude on the right is just some random fella, i dunno hu he is... )

Boat ride there was kinda cool... it was noisy as hell but the view of the island n the smell of the sea took ur mind of the rumbling motor...~


when we 1st got to Ubin, we went to get maps then rented bikes... it was costed $5... ok i guess.. but the bikes were pretty shitty... the riding was the most insane n exiting parts of the whole trip.... we basically went to every dirt road we came upon... which was so dumb when there was like... a prefectly safe, smooth n wide roadway right next to it...

but nooooooo, lets all be dumb n take the one tat looks like the entrance to pan's freakin labyrinth instead n get ourselves all killed...... n look wat happens...
there's this lil mud puddle in the middle of the road with a couple of planks on it...
"looks safe enough" i thought to myself, i'll just be a hero n ride across it... no big deal right?



kept askin them to fkin help me but they just kept laughing n recording me.... i have such gd friends~


i lost a gd pair of slippers tat day....

then we went all over the place... dont really know where... there was alot of abandoned houses n shit along the way... it was so damn "Woo-loo" there...

here's more random-ness from aloy n his new phone~


vicky fell of his bike on somewhere along the way n it dented the wheel n jammed the breaks... so since he was injured, i had to push the bike while he used mine..... now, try riding a bike then squeezing the breaks every time the wheel goes one round up a steep slope.... not cool~

after everything we had dinner at some seafood place behind the bike shops... it was really cheap n delicious.... slacked abit then headed to the docks to take the boat back...

as u know, ubin is full of stray dogs running around, pissin all over the place... well... at the dock there were like ... 5 of them just wanderin around.. n then one of them spotted this lil kitty cat hiding under some trolly thingy n all of them cornered it n started barkin at it.. it was really awful but kinda cool to watch... then this old dude came n chased them away... but tat didnt do much...

so then, the cat i think, must've seen an opportunity to run so it did... but u know... not even a human can outrun 5 dogs... so it got cornered at the ledge of the dock n at the point of desperation, took the plunge n jumped into the sea...

OMG! IT WAS SOOOO AWSOME TO WATCH! IT WAS LIKE SOMETHING OUTTA A MOVIE! I MEAN, ITS NOT LIKE EVERYDAY U GET TO SEE A CAT JUMP INTO THE OCEAN, CATS HATE WATER N TO SEE SUCH A CHASE SCENE UP CLOSE N 1ST HAND WAS JUST AWSOME!!! RWAR!!~

but then again... this is like.. animal cruelty n borderline sociopathic, so.. yeah.... not funny~ -_-

all in all it was a pretty cool day.... n it was nice to get back to singapore... went home n was feelin really hot n itchy from all the mosquito bites... i thought i had malaria but it just turned out i had a sunburn, so... im not gonna die~

this was my 1st time to ubin n it was pretty cool, wont be my last either....



ok tats it...
fre3ze out!

im a friendly bitch~

the airport feels like my 2nd home now... every where i go i keep wavin to ppl... made friends with alot of random workers there that gimmie free stuff n have all got my back whenever the crazy lady comes n gives me a hard time....

At Terminal 2, im friends with this funny indonesian cleaner guy, the pretty bank teller lady at uob counter no.3 & the security guard from the uob bank~

At Terminal 1, i know more ppl since i get sent here practically all the time cause no one wants to work with te crazy bitch.... anyway.. there's the uppercrust ppl, the 2 indian dude n dudette n the chinese aunty, the sweet jollybean aunties hu gimmie free soyabean to drink... then there's like the 4 cleaners, this old malay auntie in the tudong, the older malay aunty without the tudong, the younger malay girl, & this chinese uncle...

other random ppl include the bus driver from the shuttle service tat takes u to t2 n budget and tat guy tat pushes this trolly thing all around... yeeeah...

anyway, yesterday was such a bitch... it being gd friday n all... u'd think all the ppl would be at church praising the lord n shit... but nooo.... they all decided to use the 3days of public holidays to go on a freakin vacation... fkin anti-chirst turds -_-

n to make things worst.... all the stupid ppl decided to go on vacation n the smart ppl stayed home... more retarded Qs were asked...
"Is there wine in the pastry?"
"u sure there's no discount if i use nets?"
"if i stuck my finger up my ass would i crap outta my nose?"

Fuck all u stupid ppl....

plus, cause the oh so magnificent Establishment known as "PoLar" didnt have enough staff since all the indonesian students boycotted the place n didnt show up today cause they werent gettin paid....

*( again i dont blame them... if i had the time, i'd love to join in the riot carrying the picket fenced sign with the words "NO PAY NO WAY!" or some other forceful slogan & marchin up n down the airport gathering a big enough mob to rush the manager's house or some shit like tat... but i was too bz dealin with the needs of stupid ppl )

but the nice ppl around me did help me out... uppercrust aunty gave me 3 sandwitches for lunch cause i couldnt leave to go break...



Ham & Cheese, Chicken & Egg and Bacon & Egg Sandwitches... woot!
down tat with a nice glass of esprit i stole from the fridge n u get urself a nice tumy ache... but it was all worth it~

i busted my pinky from all the husle & bustle too, so this morning when i went to brush my teeth, the water hit my wound n it really hurt so i found this cool Garfield bandaid tat was apparently "water-proof" & "breatheable" n stuck it on.... look how cute it is! im so amused by it :)


anyway... i handed in my resignation letter yesterday so i wont have to deal with this shit for much longer.... hopefully the manager doesnt call me or wadever....

oh~ and another thing! i have been workin on saturdays for the pass 3 weeks n before tat i've been wakin up too late so i keep missing the powerpuff girls on tv... n now, the day im off, n despite last night's hectic-ness, i forced myself to wake up n turned on the tv, onli to find out some lame-ass show called "MOnster Allergy" had taken over the ppg...... -_-

FUCK! why cant u turds at media corp stop fuckin around with the cartoon schedule... all i ask on a saturday morning is for one decent cartoon, not 20 retard shows back to back in some gd friday cartoon EXTRAVAGANZA! It doesnt make ur channel better if u put shows like "pokemon series fuckin 1250" or "the adventure of sonic the blue fucktart" on! i mean.. The PowerPuff Girls are funny, cute, and everyone likes them.... if u think that the pokemon get u more ratings then fine.. go ahead... ohh.. the kids just love watch the same yellowed pinapple shaped fuck doing the same attacks on the same gawd damn bad guys hu try to always fuckin kidnap him for god knows wad reason over n over again, sure... kids love tat shit... ~

anyway, since mediacorp fucked my tv viewing pleasures, im gonna spend sometime with regina~ its been like a mth since i touched her... n she's gotten dusty... i;ve been thinkin wad kinda songs i should learn....

maybe the intro to "Snow (hey oh)" by the Red Hot Chilli Peppers, or just master "Disenchanted" by Chemical Romance to play to JF? but then when i picked it up this morning, i realise i couldnt bend my pinky cause of my boo boo....


see.... i gotta stick my pinky out like some british person drinkin tea.... cant reach the last string.... -_-

so yeah... my saturday's pretty fucked....
i feel like going swimming... need to get a tan before i get inked....



who's a friendly bitch.....
i am~



tsk....

hungryyyy~

wakin up at 5 in the morning is NOT COOOOOL!~
fooled around at work today again... messed with the currency board when no one was lookin~


we're really short on staff since everyone seems to be quting and all the indonesian students have boycotted the place n not turned up for work cause management wouldnt pay them over time or something~

i spent like $12 over dollars on food today cause i didnt have to go to the canteen n eat cheaper stuff so i pigged alot on junk food n popeye's... at this rate i think i'll get cancer soon.....

had a lil mini picnic at the t1 place.... stole food n shared it with everyone.... i dont really care.... polar's been mean to us anyway by screwing up our pays n makin us work 16hr shifts.....


strawberry cheeese cake... $4.80~ for the public...
$0.00 for me~

tsk....

polar, the cake shop.. not the bear~

im feelin extra random today~ dont know y.. must be the lack of sleep tats gettin to me.... wakin up at 5am every morning for the pass few days to go to work is not cool....

u get to meet alot of weird ppl at the airport..... there are the white folks tat slang so much u dont even know wad their saying.... the weirdo jap ppl hu cant even speak eng and just freakin point at everything... to the indians hu ask if a chicken pie is vegetarian.... not forgettin the fussy-ass locals hu ask if there's discounts for everything....~

today was especially slow..... time went by like an asthmatic old dude with one leg~ pretty much did lots of dumb shit to amuse myself... played with the money from the cash register, stuck sticky tape to my finger nails n drew on them -_-


retarded, i know.... but it helped pass the time~


i stole alot of food from the place too.... passed them all out to my friends or anyone i feel like passin it out to really.... even traded them for more snacks from the neighbouring shops~

oh, the crazy lady's takin leave next week to go back to thailand... hope she chokes on a tic tack n dies~
crazy bitch -_-

i hope none of the managers reads this... dont wanna get fired or anything~

Customer: "What's in the vegetable pie?"
Me: "Vegetables..... -_-"

KILLL URSELF NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!