"gay"-ple story~

did i mention i have no life?~

Arsenal are losers... kudos to the boys in blue~

aziana's bday~

today was Aziana's birthday, plan was to meet amirah & Fatmah at Tampines then take a cab to yishun n suprize her in her home... don't know y i had to go to tamp to take a cab.. but.. yeeeah... anyway... i woke up at 9-ish... managed to catch the powerpuff girls on tv~ then took my time to get dressed n stuff... which caused me to be late~

so, because of tat i paid for the cab fair to yishun cause im such a gd friend n all~ met liz, kai & Aziana's bf Jaga under the void deck then we went up to suprize her n stuff... they made her put on some kinky fairy/princess costume with a wand n all~ after eatting cake they went downstairs n played block catching-_-... with spray cans tat shoot out those stringy things....

7 nineteen n above ppl running around with spray cans playing block catching n one of them was wearing a princess dress with wings n holding a wand~ we were sooo weird~
After mindless running around, we cam whored alot... i went to play with this stray cat tat bit me alot....

i took a vid~
i named him Tenacious D~ which.. has no connection wat so ever~


went to huda's place to slack n talk~ we both got a really gd reality check on stuff.... smoked like a chimmney cause i was emo~ My mom walked pass us when we where downstairs my block... lucky she didnt see us... im never smokin under my void deck ever again~

so screwed for monday's test.... need new clothes... i've burnt all my black T's already~


i wanna go NS to see ghosts dammit~

pretty friday~

Hung out with Lyana after my e-maths III paper. went to eat Long John then we walked around TM cause i needed to get clothes but ended up just slackin at coffee bean. CNY made me richer so i bought a pack of lights n smoked like a dragon.

Bumped into her friend then tat friend bumped into his friend... then we all sit down n chilled.... then went to the airport to met her 2 other friends Hui Ting & Linda to "study" but we just ended up talkin nonsense n paintin finger nails... including mine -_- already my fingers look so girly n they had to make it look even prettier~ tsk...

HO~ i look so gay..... but im not... yeeah~







left the airport at 10.30 to go meet Naf~ at TM again after her work.... ate macdonalds then went outside for more fixes before headin off.... it was a cool day.... Met ALOT of random ppl today..... cool day indeed~

now its 1 am... my sister is asleep n i cant find the nail polish remover to wipe this shit off my nails... going out tomoro at 10am.... gonna miss ppgirls again....

stupid woman~ -_-

can't wait to move out~

practically slept the whole day.... woke up at nine, ate breakfast, then went back to sleep at noon... woke up at 2, had lunch.. and took another nap at 5 and woke up near to 7pm.... yeeeah~

was really tired... had a cold and kept sneezin n shit.... but the weather was so damn hot.. uncool~ And it was because of the cold tat i had the uncanny tiredness and headaches.... but i managed to sleep off most of the symptoms~

i was fooling around with the old loud speakers from Earl (Sophia's brother~) and managed to connect it to my ipod~ Kudos to tat :) Earl's speakers are much better than sophia's cause its got the bass thingy which gives it that vibration feeling.... sweet~

naturally, i moved it to my crib n now i got a kick ass boombox in my room~ i luv my room :) i luv my house... just dont like the ppl that come back to it everynight watchin my tv, touching sophia~ and messin with my stuff....




i wanna live on a gawd damn boat in the caribbean~

soundaholic~

restocking my playlist has never been so fun~

i've been fooling around with iTunes all week.... renewing old songs for new.... throwing out the "U2" and putting in the "Incubus"~ i've removed all the old sch rock and emo songs~ Back to listening to my original genre, alternative~ and i like it :) its really chill out now... no more head bangers and songs tat make u wanna slit ur wrists~

i think i've been emo for long enough... life is good~
its all good~




cheers....

free money season~

stuff i wanna get with my new found money~

1. A new amplifier for regina~
2. Repair Dylan's last string so i can play "hey delilah~"
3. Extend my tatt~
4. New clothes
5. upgrade sophia~

but i can probably onli choose 1 or 2 from the list~
plus at the rate im going at gambling the money off... i dont think i'll be left with much to splurge with..... hopefully i'll have better luck tomro...

ooh... i suddenly remembered i have yet to study for exams.... oh well~

i luv secondhand serenade and Red jumpsuit apparatus~

spring cleaning~

mom made me clean the windows today.... cause it was spring cleaning n all... not cool~ i dont get it with the whole chinese new year... "clean ur house before then dont clean ur house during CNY" thing -_- nor do i get the "eat steamboat at every freakin house u visit" thing.... cause i hate steamboat.... its boil.... stuff... i hate boiled stuff~

my hair has transformed into a beautifully lavishing colour of red with a tint of maroon.... kudos to tat~ and to the damn heat and strong winds tat keep blowing my hair all over the place, ur efforts of tryin to mess my hair up has onli left it lookin more cooler than b4.. so there~

v-day is in 2 days... i need a date so as to not seem loser-ish~ Im not going to ask anyone to be my date cause tat would seem desperate... which im not... cause i have full confidence in myself to manage to find one in less than 48 hrs by my self....

yeeeahh~

fullllll confidence......

ooh~ bite me -_-

Lee Jun Ki must die~

look at that...
there are like.... 3 or 4 more cds at my aunt's house...
n im gonna burn them all~

300~

pulled an all-nighter at the airport yesterday with pauline~ suppose to catch a movie but there was nothing good on so we decided to go to the airport to slack... it was really cold there... we walked around the place, chilled, talked... saw lots of ppl sleeping all over the place... it was cool~

it's been awhile since i pulled an all-nighter.... so i was pretty tired...and cold... but we kept trying to stay awake by walkin n laughin alot to amuse ourselves~ ate mac for breakfast at around 5 am. then took the 1st bus back... got home at around 6.45-ish? the sun was still down.... and it was really cold... i need to get myself a new jacket.... did i mention i was feelin really cold?~

my mom nearly saw my tattoo when i was changing in my room.... she walked in to see if i was home.. luckly i heard footsteps n quicky turned~ slept at around 7am n woke up at 2.30 when huda called to ask me out... but i was kinda shagged so i passed~

i've never slept pass 1pm before so this was a pretty cool experience... plus i've been takin alot of naps in the middle of the day... there's nothing like not having enough sleep to make u really appreciate ur nap times :) ohh~ and i really feel like watching a movie... there are tons of cool shows to watch in 2007~

here's the list... go google them n watch the trailers... anyone hu wants to watch them with me please ask me out nowwww~

-Ghost Rider
-Transformers the movie
-Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
-300 ( I WANT TO WATCH THIS ONE REALLY BAD~ )
-The Simpsons Movie
-Ocean's 13
-Shooter
-Reign Over Me
-Live Free or Die Hard
-Shrek the 3rd
-Grindhouse
-Spider-man 3

Exams are in 2 weeks... i think its time for me to do the right thing n start studying... but i dont want to...


Creepy lookin bad guy: "our arrows will block out the sun!"
CoOL Legolas-lookin Spartan: "then we will fight in the shade~"

watch the trailer for "300 the movie" nowwwww.....

fugly fugly day~

e-maths test had a fifty fifty chance of passing, but i shouldnt get my hopes up~ lunched with the turds at mensa then hung out at the bus stop with the other turds to smoke~ They took me to some mystery man tat sold fixes n i bought a pack of reds.. so happy ho ho~

met minty at the bus stop so we chatted abit, then off to lesson.... dumb lesson, spent my time doodling on a piece of paper.... during lab, fion called... she said she was gonna get a tattoo in like 30min n just wanted to let me know~ the hell... so damn random... i told her to go to the place i went instead since she was uneasy about person tat was about to do it for her....

i called my tattoo artist oliver and told her she was going over there instead, n he said he'll take care of her~ i quickly rushed down to Far East after my lab... It was cool seeing him n her again.... the outline was done and he was doing the detailed part of the "F" in her name....

so cool lah~



final product !



afterwards he was even kind enough to gimmie a free touch-up woot! ohh the pain was so familiar... really make me want to extend mine~ he kept askin me too but cannot lah.. mother scold~


went basement to eat long john then headed home~ finally bought my contacts... wont be ugly tomoro anymore.... damn my glasses... make me look so fugly nerrdy~ craving BCM... anyone wanna go 85 eat tomoro?




fulgy~ -_-
Ba Kwua with bread is so nice~ raaaaaandommmmm :)

icantthinkofasuitabletitle~

i keep waking up so damn early all the time.... tats cool since i dont like to miss my morniings... but its not cool when u slept at 3am the previous night.... mom n sis where watching their korean dramas... tv was off-limits -_-~ i just spent time with sophia then went to take a nap from noon till 2pm~

went to airport with pauline to "study"~ i got a test at 11am tomoro.... e-mathsIII.. met her at BK then realised a forgot to bring my calculator so couldnt do much.... -_- we strolled around the airport, eating & slacking then walked all over the place and talked n chilled~


it was really cold~ so shiok :)
i gotta study for my test tomro... but i dont want to... but i have to.....



but i dont want toooo....
dammit -_- ~

A glooming peace this morning with it brings~

woke up at 10.15am, missed like half of the powerpuff girls again... dammit~ i had like a bunch of nightmares the night b4.... it was pretty scary... i guess its cause i had a long day yesterday and didnt get alot of sleep...~

lazed around the house... had the place to myself since everyone else was out. went to take a nap at around 5-ish.. then at 6, pauline called to go hang out. Met up with her, hwee, yx and josh~ Had mos burger and went to coffeebean to play cards.... pretty cool lah.. so long never see her... 5 yrs man....

nice tat i got so many friends now :) cant believe i was so emo back then....
im so pumped with caffine right now, kept bouncing around in the lift to make it shake~ amusing lah...

hmm... yeah tats it....





its soo cold~
iluv it :)

fun with aaron & jane~

my fridays are becomming ugly, lessons at 8am, cant be bothered to wear contacts or dress properly. Fooled around in the lab then had quiz... gonna fail again of course~

ohh guess wad, according to this letter i got, I've been kicked out of TP cause i didnt pay my sch fees in time~
i quote... " We regret to inform you that your name has been removed from our Enrolment Register and you are no longer a student of Temasek Polytechnic. Please turn in your matrix card and get the fuck out~" yeah ok i made tat last part up....


anyway, bumped into the turds at the mushroom.... all 20 of them. and they all decided to follow me go pay my sch fees at the admin office.... they made so much noise.... so after tat i'm technically a TP student again. So we celebrated by un-exiling each other n going bz park to eat.

slacked at the lib as one-by-one they left for lessons, sloppy wouldnt let us go his house so we just went home lah~ thought the friday was gonna end like tat, but then jane asked me out to esplanade for drinking so i said ok.

suppose to meet at 4.30 but she came at 5-_- since i already tapped in i took the train back n forth to amuse myself~ met yong xiang in the train while doing tat so we talked to kill time. We headed to marinia Sq to look at furniture for our imaginary new house since we were "pretend" Mr & Mrs aaron & jane tan for the day. i want tat black recliner chair so bad~ went to a bridal shop to pick out our wedding dresses and even went to a travel shop to get luggage and maps for our make-believe honey moon in the Caribbeans.

treated her to Billy Bomber's Milkshake cause im such a gd husband. Cam-whored inside then went outside to have a fix and cam-whored somemore~







walked around alot of places & saw lots of gay ppl~ yeeeeeah.... then went to suntec's toys'r'us to buy stuff for our imaginary children Adam(10yrs), Sarah(5yrs) & Sashsa(1yrs). We got Adam lots of guns, Sarah a creepy lookin doll, and Sasha a possessed Winnie the Pooh~


it seems everyone in the 100 acre woods are possesed in some way~


i quickly burnt them all & had dinner at Mac~ the main reason of today was to slack at esplanade and drown our sorrows with booze, but we decided it wasnt nessasary since the day seemed to have done tat :) But we headed to esplanade anyway n sat by the river. There was a live band performing there so we went to sit near the stage to watch them. They were really good, it was nice chill-out music~

headed home after that cause it was pretty late. Took the train back to Pasir Ris n met liz~ there coincidently.... had a stale fix with her then we took 17 back. The day didnt end there, huda called n said she was emo, so i bought her Choco chip Cookie Dough and went to her house to chill.... im such a gd friend~ V-day is comming, and everyone single seems to be emo.... but i dont care... i got sophia~

headed home at 2am. so tired..... wat a long friday lah... wake up 7am sleep at 3am.
annnny way, here's a picture of her playing with pom-poms and a random video of me in a purple toto~ i hope it haunts ur minds forever....



im so adorable....


tsk~

2 - prelude~

went to sch at 4 for one lesson tat onli lasted 30 mins -_- but after tat headed to newton to meet Ari my guitar teacher.... he's a lecturer now & travels all over the place to teach business stuff~

he made his 1st album called "prelude"~ tats so cool. got 4 english and 4 indo songs.... anyone want to buyyyy?


he even included my name in the album! i feel so honored :) hoho~


ate KFC at his place and talked about lots of stuff~ met his brother didit too... funny fella, told me about "harta haron"~ (aaron's treasure) i think onli the religious malays will understand...

reached home at 10 just in time for "Prison Break" my eyes are burning, i need to get new contacts lenses~

next time i'll include his name if i ever make a cd~


tsk~

baaa chorrrr rmeeeee~

came to sch for 1 hr lec but ended up just talkin to rick about the transformer movie and power rangers~ slacked in lib a while then had lunch with doreen and her friends, then crashed her lecture.

bumped into isa outside the labs and decided to hang out. met with liz~ 1st to copy some stuff and we all went for a fix at the bus stop... she went for her lesson then me n isa visited uncle phillip at the guard house. He gave us cheese buns to eat. ho ho~

went opposite sch to slack n fix~ then i had a craving for ba chor mee n dragged him along~ ate it for dinner 2 days in a row... luv it~ sucks tat they dont have any hala food at 85 when most of my friends are malay~ im anti-chinese again, gonna start callin my mom "ibu" just to annoy her....

craving for chunky monkey but i have no money, CP keeps smsing me to pay sch fees or i cant sit for exam... i think my family is in debt but no one's really tellin me anything... so i wont care either....

i want to go to NS so i can see a ghost in the jungle~
hooOOooo~ rannnndommmmmmmmm......

windy windy~

lesson at 11, after tat rushed to bedok to meet amirah n Is~ for long john... then went back to sch. Then met up with doreen n hung out with her in the IT lab while she did her project & i "studied" for my test.

im most likely gonna fail it cause i didnt even know i had a test till 2 hrs b4 the paper.... left 20min later then went back to kill more time~ ended sch at 5, then went to amirah house... afterwards ate dinner at 85~ there was no halah food there so she bought cheerios from the 7-eleven~
look im using chopsticks~ hooo haa!


too bad she cant try, allah is everywhere~ ho ho.. BARRR CHORR MEEEE!


stupid von-o wouldnt eat ice-cream with me~ for tat i must hit her....
chunky monkey with huda, cookie dough with jane....
i want more ice-cream rwar~



so windy :)
i luv it~

nyp nyp nyp~ tp oie~

ben & jerry-ed at huda's house last night, this time her treat. She won 2nd place in a dance competition, got $200~


She so lucky, Nyp open house thursday she saw Hardy and it was his birthday n he even gave her a cake... Friday danced with taufik and got his autographed poster... saturday took photo with jade seah from miss singapore... then on sunday she saw Hoobastank at airport when they came to sg and she was working there... gawd im so jelous~

skipped lab to go nyp meet her n her classmates cause i was bored. slacked at the nyp library for an hr... weird lah there... i just slept on one of the study tables... went to marina Sq n ate at Breeks~



saw kim ng there.... they were directing some show i guess.... got a pic of her emoing at the corner~



then when the director said "action", she pretended to be hurt or something, then this weird unknown actor walks up to her with a sword n points it at her... they did tat like 10 times... we walked around so much n went back onli to see them doing the same role~


went to her house again to chill then came home... i saw alot of things i want to buy, but im so damn broke...

damn the butterfiles~
so random.... tsk

aaron "random" tan~

wow, i didnt expect the wedding to be so cool~ it was at the western hotel, by the pool side. i figure it would be at some chinese restaurnt where they'd serve typical chinese food n tat there wouldnt be anyone my age to mingle with~

but there was actually a buffet tat served a kinda european-ish food which was really fancy..... i also saw Fang Yi there, apparently she's the bride's side's relative... she looked really pretty in her fancy dress, while i just wore a t-shirt n jeans~ Mom didnt let me wear black since it was a wedding n she was so rushy so i couldnt get my hair done or put my contacts on~

so uncool, i was wearing glasses n lookin nerdy n shit in front of her~ tsk.... oh, i was being really random too n started chattin up with the musicians playing the background music there. They gave me my name cards too, how cool is tat~ Drank alot too.... red wine, white wine, beer, chivas, whisky.... the alcohol really helped lighten the mood n take the emo-ness away.

i had a really cool chat with my sister there too, the ambience there was really great for chillin and talking... we were sitting by the poolside, sippin wine with music playing in the background. it was nice~

mom was totally wasted... started talkin about random stuff like cruises and shit~ anyway, didnt take any pictures cause my cellphone camera is shit plus it was really dark there~ I must say i quite enjoyed myself. its been a long time, with this emo streek i've been havin recently... so kudos to tat~


maybe the birds werent such a bad omen afterall~

anti-chinese~

i have gotta start sleepin early on friday nights if im ever to wake up early in time for powerpuff girls~ went grocery shopping to restock the lack of meat in my kitchen. Bought lots of chicken stuff, eggs n strawberry pop-tarts. Got milk, coco-puffs, beef jerky and all sorts of cancerous snacks.

it was really weird.... the market place was full of aunties and uncles pushing n shoving, rushing all over the place and really annoying me. Damn the kiaus-ness of the old ppl~ There were also tons of stores there selling chinese-new-year crap like plasitc doo-hickeys with some chinese words on it that probably mean something cliche like "fortune" or "luck" or " prosperity" and shit like tat~

the streets were blastin with "gong xi gong xi gong xi ni" music~ i quickly drowned them out with the music from my ipod..... dont get me wrong.. i dont hate chinese new yr, of course i like the gambling and the "being able to get money for no reason" part. im just anti-chinese~ yeeeeeahhhh....

i come from such a typical chinesey family, yet im so westernized~ My family would eat stuff like ju kuey or some other kuey kuey which names i cant remember or pronounce.


where as i'd like to start the day of with beacon & eggs or cereal~

they eat peanuts n love letters for snacks, i eat jerky and pop tarts~


i swear, im born in the wrong country, in the wrong family~ because of this i can never relate to anyone in my family... maybe tats y they annoy me so much. but i must say, its really a mircle i turned out like this, can u imagine me all pro-chinese, watchin lame game shows on channel U and listening to S.H.E~ i'd be conservative and extremly obedient and let my mom tell me hu i should marry when im at the ripe age of 30~

no tattoos, no piercings, no rock music, no guitar. i'd not be as cool as i am today~ i guess the onli chinese-ness i've inherited is my fair skin and other girly fetures i got. -_- but tats cool too.....

gotta go to some wedding dinnner thingy now.... i've eaten abit so i wont feel hungry cause i never liked sharks fin soup or dim sum~ so i'll probably just stone there while everyone converses in chinese and smile & nodd if my aunties ask me something, onli to whisper to my sister to ask wat they just said~

damn birds keep flyin into my house~
in western cultures its like the mother of all bad lucks, but in chinese culture, its said to be a good omen....


hmmm.... i bet its the 1st one~

emo friday~

lab at 8~ kinda cool tat me n wang managed to finish the thingy 1st so just slacked around till i got bored n just left the class... met them at mac for lunch. Some strange lady asked us to help her fill up some luckydraw tickets cause she couldnt write english, then she treated us fries for helpin her... sweet~ cool shit like this onli happens on a friday~

went back to sch for some doomsday/planet/spaceship/Cassini-Huygens talk at the tcc. it was gay but pretty cool. afterwards the three A's went to airport for the hell of it after being inspired by the dumb aerospace talk~



made asses of ourselves pushing each other on the trolly like handicapp retards infront of all the foreign ppl~


from the passenger's point of view~


pushed the both of them round the airport like 4 times and took the sky train back n forth 3 times b4 headin to Popeye's to eat. Made a mess and spilt the drink cause i wanted to throw a ball of bread in the cup... yeeeah~
went to the viewing room to chill, it was very "final destination"~ be sure to check the papers if the Cathathy D30 crashed... tsk~

when i got home, i wanted to pick up dylan but realised the E string had snapped~ a moment of silence please........

im not emo anymore!






im such a bad lier~ -_-