dog day afternoon~

my new Airforce uniform makes me look oh so spiffy :)
i bought a camouflage net for fun and hung it in front of my door for kicks... all the other Tees aint too bad either~ u got the blue and white T-shirts, the collared polos and the PT kits and shorts, all of which have tat grand logo of the RSAF printed right in the middle~ and i must add, the beret just doubles the "solider" look :)

speakin of uniforms, i've seen the new pixel coloured uniform of the SAF and damn does it make u look like a seaweed.. yeah its more practical, but i cant take my eyes off it when i see it, and neither would the enemy... besides, u look like a fool when u wear it to honest~

but, then again... i suppose we'd have to see it "work" in an actual jungle to really make any judgment... though if there were to have a war today, the colour ought to be grey or something since everythings all "urban warfare" n all tat jazz~

i'd hate to see an actual war start in asia.. i dont wanna experience something like tat in my lifetime... but at the rate things are going, i really dont know... sooner or later the shit in the middle east is gonna travel to us and every narcissistic person in this country will flip and start blaming each other, then it'll be 1964 again with race riots goin on and everything this tiny ass country built would have all gone to shit cause eventhough sg's a safe n prosperous place, the ppl are pricks and attitude always trumps ingenuity, period....

singaporeans know their pricks, we cant really help it... and its not because we want to be this way.. its cause u just dont wanna help the person next to u cause u know he/she's a douchebag as well~

its just like tat old lady in the train who abusively pushes everyone outtve her way just to get tat seat at the corner... & as the charitable & compassionate member of society tat u are... you would've gladly givin up ur seat to this elderly woman, but after her act of inconsideration towards u all all the ppl around you, u'd start thinking tat maybe(just maybe..) she doesn't deserve tat seat anymore... soon, you'd start to think tat all old ppl are like tat.. then u'd think all people in general are like tat... and soon, everyone in the world'll be tat way...

then u'd think, why should i show an ounce of decency when no one else is? im gettin the bad end of the deal here, i gotta start lookin out for myself, my own needs, my own individual~

thats when u become self-centered and conceited and all the other Synonyms tat mean "selfish" & "asshole"... so the next time on the train, and u see an old guy lookin for a seat, u pretend to sleep, or look the other way...

"he's just gonna steal my seat from me, i wont let him, the Basterd! i'll just close my eyes n pretend im asleep, that'll show him..."

and tats the moment where god takes ur name outtve the good book and the whole world's gonna burn in hell forever -_-

but hey, im just callin it like i see it... if u give ur seats up to old ppl on the bus then good for u... but wad about the guy who needs a lift cause his tyre blew... or the kid hu fell of his bicycle and needs a hand...

"dont worry, someone else will do it... im late for my pilates class anyway~"
and tats all u need to clear any form of guilt u have in ur mind... which just shows wad a really great human being you are~

now, im no saint either, i dont give my seats to old ppl or help kids who've fallen off trees back on their feet all the time... and thats the irony of it...

perhaps i'll start being nicer when other ppl are nicer to me first ey?