December in chair~

i love my mornings~
i love waking up in the December weather to an empty house...
Everyone's never home in the mornings... n i love it~

i love the privacy, the quietness... i love how no one's in the kitchen cookin or in the living room watchin tv... i love the stillness~

its serene and motionless... i like how i get 1st dibs on everything n not having to share it with anyone else... (food, hotwater in the bathroom, etc) but its not really wad i can DO but more of how i feel when im all alone in an empty house~

n i feel calm, safe... & it gives me hope for some reason... that today will be a good day, and if it didnt turn out tat well, there's always the next quiet morning i can wake up too....

and its nice knowing that~

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this whole week's been a whole 'runnin around' session to get my affairs in order n still balance work at the same time.... my 2nd job starts on the 4th of Dec, i gotta report to some place in Cuppage Road... where the hell is tat?

im so busy now.. its crazy... a couple of weeks ago i was just bummin around at home playin video games n watchin tv... now im going to like 2 places in one day...

im tired... and sometimes i miss school... the friends, the classes.... fooling around without a care in the world~ workin life really blows, but i feel alot more grown up.. i feel like, the choices i make now hold greater effect then the ones that did before... and because of that, the wrong choices bear larger consiquences~

oh, and another thing...
accents are such turn ons~ i say that, all the time... and its true : ) i was havin a pretty bad day at work last night, till this girl introduced herself to me.. and she had the sweetest voice i've heard in a long time... i could'nt really tell if she had an accent, but the tone of her voice made me feel really tingly inside : )

hearing her speak made me wanna talk to her even more... i asked more questions just to get to hear her voice... she had a really nice name too.. it was unique, and that just added to her feminineness~

but it was short-lived, i was busy and she had her affairs to attend to... perhaps in another place, at another time i might have gotten her no. or something... nonetheless, meeting her really made my day... n after that i got a piece of a bday cake from one of the customers cause i did a good job attending to them~

so yeah.... women are truly astonishing creatures~
especially the sweet sounding articulate ones : )