nothing changes~

u know... its not like i didnt study for it, its not like i didnt cared and just fooled around during the study week... i made an effort, i did my revision.. and

what happens?

the questions i study for didnt even come out in the paper... wat's worst is its a re-take, so if i flunk im out-_-

maybe if i hadnt studied or just fooled around the entire week, uknow... then maybe i might not feel so guilty about not doing so well since i didnt even bother... but thing is, i did...

the past week was one of the longest n most nerve-racking week i've had... the fear, it just keeps me up every night~

im soo tired...

i thought today it would all be over, and the minute i stepped outta that room, the air would feel fresher, the grass would look greener, that a great weight would have been lifted from my shoulders.... and i would feel just an ounce freedom~

i walked out of my classroom and the air was just as damp... the grass was just as dull... and i felt nothing.... nothing had changed at all~

caught "Internal Affairs" with rick at the sch lib... i finally get to compare between the 2 films.. that & "The Departed" of course... Leonardo was better~

got home at around 4... felt like shit the whole day... sore throat + cold... the constant sneezing and having to clear my throat every 2 secs is soo not cool~

im just sooo tired...

oh hey... did u know, if you see someone doing something, but he's paying attention to you instead... then his a cop~